Jul 21
Heyyyy
Anybody have drawing reqs? I'm trying to get back into doodling and drawing, just don't know where to start.
I wanna be more active bc, hey, love interacting with peeps. Life has just been one big rollercoaster lately lol.
Anyway, asks are open.
#exhausted's half awake jumbles#ramble in the tags#Being chronically ill is... So...so fun. I love being fully awake because of pain after midnight#But hey#just got back from a fun family reunion and got to hangout with my best friend who went with us.#I'm so glad my bestie was able to come. dealing with episodes and all the pain was much more bearable with her around.#was also so glad she was here on Sunday when my dog unexpectedly passed#vet did what they could but my baby pup was old and wouldn't survive a surgery#it's still hard to look out in the backyard knowing my dog isn't out there running around#looking through a window#ignoring my cat's bids for attention from her#playing with her tennis balls#sleeping in goofy positions#it's definitely hard losing a beloved pet.#it never gets easier#also incredibly sad that my bestie/soul sister had to fly out today.#i miss her already#which means end of vacation and back to university classes plus work and even more doctors appointments#I'm so tired from all of the specialists and various therapies I go to.#lucky we're finally making progress in some areas#while having to deal with new medical horrors that keep getting triggered by an unknown oil/wheat/something that requires me#to avoid an increasing amount of foods/ways food is prepared#maybe when I'm able to afford a genetic test I'll be able to get more answers.#just have to keep on surviving for now.#hope everyone is doing well#and love you moots who have stuck around despite my sparse and unpredictable presence online#that's all for now#🩵
