#Thoughts
December 11, 2015
First year, first semester. Sobrang excited akong pumasok. I’m excited to learn, excited to see new faces, meet new friends and feel the reality that, “Wow! I’m already a college student!” Masaya. Sobrang saya. Nakaka-inspired mag-aral! From Caloocan to Recto, 1 hour ang byahe, excluding traffic. Sabi ko pa, worth it lahat kasi new chapter na naman. It feels like everything’s new. Hanggang sa ‘yung sobrang sayang nararamdaman ko naging masaya nalang... hanggang naging, nakakatamad na.
Yes, tinatamad na naman akong pumasok. Parang wala ng bago. Same routine. Papasok, mag-aaral, kakain, kwentuhan, uuwi, gagawa ng homeworks (kapag sinipag) then matutulog. Ganun nalang. Wala na ‘yung excitement. Tinatamad na rin akong bumyahe. Nakakasawa.
First year, second semester. EXCITED to meet my new blockmates. I thought we’re all in a block section, but ang daming free section. So it feels empty. Ewan ko ba. Wala pang one month simula ng magstart ang class pero feeling ko, tamad na tamad na ako. Why not, right? I didn’t know I’ll be busy. SUPER BUSY. I have no time to surf the net, watch my favorite movie or read a good book. Well, nagbabasa naman ako kaso for school. Academic books. Ngayon kasi, advance reading na. You can’t go to your class without reviewing. Ang sad lang.
Pero hindi lahat malungkot. May bagong friends na rin ako. Group of friends. College friends. But of course, I will never forget my HS friends. They’ll always be my number 1. LOL.
And I’m wishing for something... new.