#lookingformymuse

[heathen2210]

Can’t believe its been nearly a month since I wrote anything on my current WIP ☹️ My motivation seems to have run out on me and left me with a not so finished book... hopefully it’ll come back soon 🤞#lackingmotivation #wanttowrite #lost #currentwip #lookingformymuse #feelingdeflated #needapickmeup

[oliviaelmiger-blog]

Thought I’d do one of my blog name!

[soundscapetoardor]

Erosion

I feel myself slipping every day... I can barely function. I'm easily irritable at work. I constantly forget my school work. I dread every day that follows the next... I feel like my goals and aspirations that I set out to achieve are becoming more and more distant. I've been out here in Seattle for 2 years and I don't feel like I've achieved much of anything. I haven't really lived up to all the hype that is the PNW. In 2 months, I will graduate, but for some reason I can not see past the last day of school. I can't plan past that day because I don't know what job I'll be getting. I can't plan before because I don't know where I'll be living. I have to be out of the student housing and I have no where to go currently. I feel lost. Usually I have some thing or some one in my life that boosts my moral and I become some sort of super person who can do anything he sets his mind to...but I don't have it anymore. I lost my last muse last October and struggled to hang on to it for several months but finally gave up and realized I needed to find another... There is just so much I need to know right now and so much that is needed of me in a short amount of time that it is becoming too strong and overbearing. I have to, no, need to find a muse again! I can't do all of this without it...

[aisuigetsu]

@lookingformymuse: "the hotel food is probably bad and going out to eat all the time is too tiring so we might as well bring our own ramen and rice and make everything in our room" idk mom logic

[joshxadxn]

lookingformymuse replied to your post:whenever i tell someone that im legally changing...

i am SO sorry this whole time i just thought ur name was ceb but oh my god ceb short for cebastian IM CRYKNG THATS SO CUTE N GREAT OMG

i prefer ceb to cebastian so its all good!!! and thANK U ANGEL YELLS

[aisuigetsu]

♀$♀$♀$!!!(?)@@

♀ = I am a girl who has a crush on you

$ = You’re awesome

! = You inspire me

(i’m assuming the parentheses don’t mean you’re genderqueer correct me if i’m wrong

? = I relate to a lot of the same things you go through 

@ = You’re beautiful

hi i have a bigger crush

also you’re way too nice asdfghjkl;’

[aisuigetsu]

TODAY CARLY GAVE ME A SUPER CUTE HAND DRAWN VALENTINES COMIC SHE IS PERF I LOVE HER

[aisuigetsu]

hi hi hi!! this is for the ask thing tell me im cute

1. First impression: UR REALLY CUTE2. Truth is: UR LIKE THE CUTEST THING EVER PLEASE STOP MY HEART CAN’T TAKE THIS3. How old do you look: 154. Have you ever made me laugh: yes5. Have you ever made me mad: no NEVER6. Best feature: as i’ve mentioned before your eyebrow game is hella7. Have I ever had a crush on you: YEAS8. You’re my: friend. also crush.9. Name in my phone: Carly (lol i never change names i’m so uncreative)10. Should you post this too? sure if you wanna :3