#losing him

[saphicscribe]

his dealer was his doctor

her lover was her end

couldn't put down the bottle

that's how I lost a friend

how could I know? I should've known

what might happen tomorrow

what didn't I do

-right?

when I kept straight

and he went left,

left into the night

kept driving blind

no end in sight

now it's an end

to his story

I write

how could I know?

I should've known-

how to save his life

he offered it up

she couldn't refuse

couldn't purge the urge

to pick up and use

his love was my drug

only my love was true

he couldn’t use

what he couldn't abuse

and I couldn't stop

when it came to you

[coconut-toast]

The hardest thing is realising that for the very first time, you weren't going to be there for me.

In the past, no matter what we went through, I knew that at the end of the day you'd be there for me if I ever needed you. That I could rely on you no matter the situation. The thing that kills me now is knowing that you won't ever be that person for me again. That you don't want any part in my life and despite everything you said to me about us always being friends, you changed your mind.

I know I'll be okay eventually. You weren't my source of happiness, but you always made things just that little bit better. I'm going to miss that

[squallerzoya]

[pryotra]

I feel like this is a good time to remind everyone that the world's oldest story is essentially a redemption arc.

[daddybear-n-lilbunny]

Definitely 🥺🥺🥺

[beedeeonedee]

I’m losing him

it’s hard watching your boyfriend fall out of love with you the more he gets to know you... especially when you love him so much...

[lilydavan]

I drove past Falcon Field today and it made me think of you. I thought about the future, and you flying high up in the sky with the biggest grin on your face. It’s how I want to think of you. That smile I always loved so much, unshakable in the face of something you’d always dreamed of accomplishing. I hope you get that. I hope you get to fly high and never stop smiling.

- words I want to say to you but I can’t

Lily Davan

[theshygirlsthoughts]

I think I’m losing you. Everything feels different between us. You’re my only person, my entire world. But somehow, something has changed. I’m scared, terrified even. You were the best thing that has ever happened to me, what did I do wrong? You say you’re sick of fighting, sick of feeling like you’re always doing something wrong... but how can I not tell you what you’re making me feel? You don’t tell me anything anymore. Only answer my texts when someone better lights up your phone. All you say is “Whatsup”. I told you all this and you said you would do better, you promised... guess it’s just another broken promise. Another crack in the glass that is our relationship. A relationship built on pinky swears and FaceTiming for hours. How silly of me to not realize what was happening sooner....