#losing your memory

[raeswaterfall]

“I would have died, I would have loved you all my life.”

Losing Your Memory - Ryan Star

[a-drabble-a-day]

Prompt #9

Losing Your Memory

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What day is it?

I look around.

Shouldn’t I be at the office? I spot a hanging tea towel. The bright yellow one with the sunflower, from the arboretum.

I must be home, then. In the kitchen. Is today a Sunday?

I feel a warmth by my elbow, and look down.

Oh, a cup of tea. Freshly made, with steam still rising from it.

Did I make that?

I frown and look up. 

Oh, John’s here. In his chair, right across from me.

I smile at him.

He smiles back.

He must have made the tea. It must be tea time.

But where are the biscuits? I hear the scraping of a plate being slid across the table.

Biscuits! I beam. 

Custard creams and bourbons. My favourites.

I take one and dip it in my tea.

If it’s tea time now, it means…

“Are we going for a walk later, John?”

I smile at him.

He smiles back.

But his smile looks sad. And a little tired.

“Yes, dear,” he replies.

“Is everything ok?” I ask, a little worried. John is never sad, or tired.

“Of course”, he replies simply and lowers his gaze to drink his tea. It is clear that he will not say what it is.

“Well,” I reply primly, “Whatever it is, you’ll feel better after a walk.”

“Absolutely, dear.”

I munch on the biscuit. Custard creams are my favourite.

I look around the kitchen again. Sunlight streaming in from the windows.

It feels so peaceful in here.

I like this.

I smile at John again.

And he smiles back.

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[violentdelightsproductions]

"Sometimes you never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory”

When Dean asked Cass to erase Ellie’s memories he thought it would be for the best. (Let It Bleed)  Years later he gets hexed on a hunt and begins to Lose his memory as well (Regarding Dean)  Having both experience memory loss, Dean and Ellie realize how valuable their memories are. it’s not just the bad and hurtful parts that are lost. It’s the good parts too. The moments they would never wanna forget. All the things that link them together. And all the things that make them who they are. 

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Ellie Spencer is an original character character created by @girlshunttoo - Faceclaim Deborah Ann Woll Check us out on violentdelightsproductions / ddriverpicksthemusic / girlshunttoo on Tumblr ♥

[sunglass-horizons]

just remember who i am in the morning.

[consultingskeletondetective]

[mirobellawho]

Call all your friends

And tell them you're never coming back

Cause this is the end

Pretend that you want it

Don't react

The damage is done

The police are coming too slow now

I would have died

I would have loved you all my life

[rosesfromthedeep]

Justin Foley - [4x10] - Goodbye mlle flo… I have just barely recovered from your previous videos and now you make this marvelous edit with one of my favorite sad songs? How dare you?! *lets out a trembling laugh* Thank you, for amazing me, - probably many, many, many others - again. </3

[maganyelet]

I would have died

I would have loved you all my life