#lostboykin

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i miss neverland. i miss the lost boys. i miss tinkerbell. i miss wendy. i even miss that old codfish… i miss the fun we used to have. i miss flying.

i can’t even fly in my dreams now. i think i forgot how.

i think i’m getting older. i think i’m growing up.

i don’t want to grow up. it isn’t fair. i shouldn’t grow up. i’m supposed to the boy who never grew up.

but i’m ‘not’ a boy anymore. and i am growing up. at least my body is. i don’t like it. i don’t like that i’m getting taller and older and my body is changing in ways i hate. in ways that make me hate myself. i want it to stop. but i think it’s too late. i’m becoming the very thing i swore i’d never be. maybe i already have.

i think i’m becoming an adult. or, rather, i think i’m becoming forced to be an adult.

- peter pan [✨🧚🗡️]

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tinkerbell is a BITCH and i like her *so much.* - a 2003 peter pan

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whats up gang im peter pan and i either have a canon for lost boy and a canon for the 2003 movie or both of them happened in the same canon either way i am full of Regrets and love for Captain "Jamie" Hook

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It's the Jamie/Hook person. I confirmed, finished the book and.... Peter? I'm still angry. I'm still hurt. Why couldn't you just let me go? I hate Peter Pan. I had loved him once. I loved him as I loved Sal. I held him different from everyone else but he- he lied to me. Peter always lies. He tried to kill... He took my hand as a mark and cursed me to be as immortal as him. He was a fae. If I couldn't play with him as a friend, I would battle him for eternity as an enemy. - Jamie "Hook"

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oh boy! i love that my brain is implying to me that the end of lost boy isn't the only time i've gone out of my way to kill kids!

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I’ve been having a really hard time lately. I’ve been missing Neverland really really badly. I would give anything to see the Lost Boys again. To see Pan again. The island was always so beautiful. Despite the darker parts of it, it always felt so safe. It was home. And the boys were my family. I can remember when Pan broke the news to Felix and I that both he and the island were dying. I was so scared. Felix and I both were. And when he told us that he had a plan. To take that boy’s heart and restore our home… I didn’t even care how right or wrong it was. All I cared about was saving my home and my family. Without Pan and the boys, I knew I was nothing. Funny how in the end, I lost it all anyways. Pan was a dick but at least he was family. Felix and I always got to see him when the facade was dropped. I swear, The Savior and the others coming to the island was the worst thing that could have happened for us. Pan was… Much less irritable before they had arrived.

Sorry, I’m just rambling. I’ve just been missing my home and my friends.

- A Lost Boy (Once Upon A Time)

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me: haha i love being peter pan lost boy peter: me: NOT THAT ONE

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that jamie... i remember feeling some kind of romantic attraction to my jamie. by the time i had changed my ways it was far too late for us.. i'll always feel guilty about that, i can't look at you without remembering it. it won't undo what i did, but i'm sorry. - a lost boy peter pan