#lostfailure

[lostfailure666]

Why does my scale say I gained?!? I always ate under my budget and did exercise and went to work where I run all the time and have to be concentrated 😭

Like 2 weeks? What am I doing wrong? I even change my budget day to day from 200-1000 systematically

Pls help

[lostfailure666]

I decided to make today a metab day but I’m still in my budget 🫡

[lostfailure666]

Okay I think I’m gonna do an intro too.

You can call me Lost (cause I am lol) or Mäx.

I’m 25 and from Germany.

I work in a pharmacy.

Every disorder/mental illness I have is diagnosed!

Stats under the cut.

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🔒 1st GW 110 (50kg)

🔒 2nd GW 100 (45,5)

🔒 3rd GW 95 (43)

🔒 4th GW 90 (40)

🔒 UGW 85 (38,6)

🔒 UUGW 80? (36,4)

SW 138,6 (63kg) (oct. '24)

CW 121 (55kg) 24.01.

LW 99 (45kg) (2018)

HW 165 (75kg) (2021) due to meds

Height: 5‘3“ (163cm)

I have severe mental health issues! Please don’t compare yourself to me!

I have diagnosed:

BPD, depression, dissociative disorder, anxiety disorder, e@t1ng disorder, trauma/ptsd, body dysmorphia

I am on 3 diff antidepressants. Each of them I take in the highest dosage. (I’m sick of this shit and I just don’t want to take them. But I’ll take them until my psychiatrist is okay with me not taking them anymore. NEVER discontinue your medication on your own!)

I’ve had €ds all throughout my life because of severe childhood trauma - been through some shit.

Edit:

After my sui attempt I now have to take more antidepressants than before lol