Why can’t I do this
It all seems so simple. Wake up earlier then needing to for work. Thats just step 1. That is the point I am at now on my baby step journey. I have I done this? Yes. Consecutively? No! That is my problem. Why can I not wake up at 6:30am to take my medication and then just stay up. I thought this goal instead of jumping right into the get up, go to gym, come home, eat breakfast, then go to work would be easier. I have no problem being at the gym. Truth be told I actually love being there when I am there. Getting there on the other hand has always been the problem!!! The gym I would be going to is a few steps from my apartment!! I go to bed at 9 or 10pm and still can not get up at 6:30am. I do toss and turn a lot. I sometimes am wide awake at 3am for no reason. I’m just having a really hard time with this. I want it so bad. I want to lose weight. I feel like I have so much motivation but it does not translate into action.
