#lostinneverland

[lostguardianangel]

Nobody Will Ever Help Me, I’m Doing This All By Myself. It Hurts But It’ll Take Time. Don’t You Ever Forget Me.

[betwixt-these-pages]

Otherwise known as #lostinneverland #peterpanretelling #peterpanobsession What are you obsessed with, Penguins?! #books #booksrus #bibliophile #booklover #bookishlyobsessed #bookaddict #bookish #bookography #bookittome #bookstagramming #bookstagrammer #bookstagram #bookishphotography #bookaddict #bookfanatic #biblionerd #biblionatic #bookaholic (at Indianapolis, Indiana) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsV_E2dHI9w/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gszcpx8jmsw2

[searchingforlifeandlove]

Searching for what?

“Searching for Life and Love” - What am I trying to accomplish here?

One friend tells me I need to stop because its making me depressed, although she’s never read my entries and never will. One friend quietly reads my entries and never talks to me about it. I wonder at times what my family would take away from my little ramblings?

Maybe I’m feeling sorry for myself and the person I’ve let myself become. 

Maybe I’m full of hope and ready for the world and my next love. 

Maybe I’m beaten, sad and struggling with the darkness that consumes my thoughts. 

Maybe I’m lonely and want to be loved and respected. 

Regardless of the reason I decided to sit down and put my thoughts out here I find it soothing and it helps me process my craziness. I struggle with life in general, its just who I am. 

[searchingforlifeandlove]

Neverland

... Have missed my beautiful friend....

[asdfghjklronss]

"She was the kind of girl with poems hidden in her veins and hurricanes storming in her eyes." —Lynette Simeone #pagudtom #lostinneverland #bnw

[searchingforlifeandlove]

The Alchemist -

A life changing book. I have to admit I didn’t read it instead i listened to it... i was glued to every word start to finish.

I haven’t read many books in my life but I have spent the majority of my life searching the available “self help” books out there to lead me into manhood, lead me away from the darkness, lead me to love, and provide motivation. And I have never found one as powerful as The Alchemist for motivating me and challenging my thoughts. 

The thought of a novel that reads as an ancient myth would be the book that opens my eyes and challenges my spirit like nothing before is odd to me. If it wasn’t for her mentioning that it helped during our break up I would have never even considered this book. 

I’m sitting here a day after listening to the book in its entirety starting it over, but this time taking notes and trying to capture all of the many lessons. 

The biggest question of the day for me is what is my DREAM? 

Have I become the merchant that ignored my dreams and is now too afraid to think about them anymore? Am I too old to search for my dreams and find my Fatima?

[searchingforlifeandlove]

Blessings

I had an emotional day. The pain of letting go mixed together with the thrill of talking to my neverland blessing. 

At the end of the day I feel blessed to have wonderful sons and the chance to have such beauty in my life. 

[thren0dies]

sphinxyvic said: I adore your blog, its eclecticism makes me happy. Okay, so the horror film stuff I mostly have to skip over (unless it’s a ghost story, love those!) but I love the beauty of the images you choose, and there are never enough cute animals for me!

lostin-neverland said: but you are such a sweetheart! o-o

bangingpatchouli said: I love that random shit too!

stilesandrobin said: BUT YOU ARE NICE SO ITS ALL GOOD

@catch-twentytoo said: This honesty right here? This is why I follow.

Well you are all lovely, and I count myself very lucky <3 I'm sorry I'm only just getting round to replying! I fail at organisation lately.