#lostinwaves

[lostinwavess]

Life Update:

i’m 27 years old now. still have no idea what my purpose on this spinning rock is + no clue what i want to do. the feeling of complacency haunts me every night. stuck between living a simple happy life vs financial comfort.

societal pressures and seeing everyone else’s growth is unhealthy, but it’s like ?

[lostinwavess]

the lights were always on for you, but you never came home

so i asked the moon to the light your way, but you never seemed to be alone

[lostinwavess]

i like trees, trees are nice to look at. so, here’s a tree for your timeline

[lostinwavess]

holidays are weird

[lostinwavess]

it’s not feeling sorry for myself

it’s the overwhelming urge to not want to feel at all

[lostinwavess]

i don’t know why, but as soon as my plane landed back home i was hit with overwhelming sadness

it’s been a while since it’s hit me this hard

[lostinwavess]

Your jokes were like floodlights to my dark humor

You would make me

Laugh

My

Actuallythoughtihadachancewithyou.imustbeasinine

Off

[lostinwavess]

I fly to Utah, for work, in three days and my mind hasn’t stop wondering what it would be like if i just

didn’t come back