The loss of my beloved Grandma 👵🏻 Today I wake and it’s not even a week since you past and yet I still can’t believe it. We’ve been preparing for this for the last few months but nothing can prepare you for the ‘but I can never see you again’ feeling. Your passing has left me sad, upset, heartbroken but with a great sense of calm that you are finally at peace and not in pain anymore. Today I know I have to be strong and keep going. Nobody has taught me that more over the last few years than you Grandma. No one wanted me to be happy more than you. You have shown me love beyond words and I hope I can pass that on always. You live on through my heart and I will carry your spirit forever. The next few weeks are going to be so hard and we must stick together and keep each other going as we plan your funeral. But I know I have to keep going and striving more than ever to be the best person and strong person. I will miss you always, our shopping trips, our little arguments, our setting the world to rights, your amazing stories, our sleepovers as kids, our New Years eves together, our love of chocolate, your never ending surprises of knowing what was going on in the world, your passion for being a proud Irish lady, for being a pain in the backside diva sometimes and for just being my Grandma 👵🏻 I hold you in my heart forever and will always talk about you. You are now another guardian angel to me alongside my beloved grandad, the love of your life, you are reunited and I’m sorry grandad your peace and quiet is no more. Get ready everyone as if you stand still she will paint you all the colours of the rainbow so keep a check on the sky. I love you and miss you always. I just want to hug you. Be happy and free and give grandad a hug from me xxx ❤️