Nov 16, 2021
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Life as it is right now
Currently my life is an emotional rollercoaster. I feel lost in a world that once was mine. I have to conquer my fears and take back my power. Find my divine feminine buried deep inside. I find myself not being able to make choices and confused by the smallest things. It bothers me how easily I can be ticked off of my ideas and goals by people who I thought were my family.
I got into a fight with a close friend and have been feeling awful about it. Especially because I have as big of a hand in it as he has. I feel even worse about the fact that I cannot seem to forgive him.
My love life is a complete utter mess. I am being spicy friends with a man I am in love with. I cancelled dates for him and go out of my way to please him as I always done. I am slipping back into my old habits because I cannot seem to be able to let go. Every time I try to move on with my life he comes running back with that heaven sent smile. It´s inevitable at this point, we will keep running in cycles, we will keep getting this back going again.
School, don´t even get me started. My mentor is the person who hates me most on this godforsaken hellhole. I made the choice to leave after this year and go to uni with my study points until my friend which mentioned before told me I am wishy washy. It ticked me off, then I started watching K-dramas to cope with the shitty love life and fell back in love with the craft of film making.
In conclusion I am making life so much more terrible for myself than it already is.
Thank you my lovelies, this is it
Mellow as the soothing waves of the ocean Tranquil as the autumn mayhem Scorching skin brushing against mine Alas! I'll accept the blisters til the end of dawn
Random Thought #1 (To LIVE is To LOVE)
Random Thought #1(To LIVE is To LOVE) Okay. So many words entering my mind right now and I don't even know where to start and how to put these into words. All I know is, I'm just writing it without having to think, oh I'm thinking maybe 30 seconds or less. Well, here it is. I am currently out of the world right now. I mean a world far far away from reality, headphones on, listening to music in a volume to the maximum level. All you could hear is the song that's playing on your playlist. To live with no regret the lyrics says. What does even mean? In my opinion, my own point of view is that, live the life you want it to be. Dream and strive towards your goals. Break the rules sometimes 'cause you live only once and life is boring without rebellion *wink* Try to get wasted and party all night long. Enjoy your life. If someone tells you that what you are doing is wrong, then they're wrong. Life is not meant to be a bore. It is meant to be enjoyed *but don't be abusive* and give its true meaning and that is to LIVE. (It takes me minutes to think of adjectives that will give meanng to each letter of the word LIVE but the words don't come out. I'll let you know if I have the answer).We're only humans and that we're prone to temptations and committing mistakes. Used it sometimes as an excuse but heck, you made that choice and don't blame being human. Fine, there's no perfect, we have flaws and all. The reason why we are on top among the species in terms of intellectual ability, so that we'll be able to evaluate things, if we do this, do that and what are the effects of our choices. In every choice we make, there are consequences and we have to embrace it with a strong heart. Yes, there are regrets at the end and from it, we can learn. And in every decision we make, there are lots of lessons so learn from it. It's not a bad thing to fail sometimes, take a stand and try again. If love hurt you that much, don't be afraid to love again. How can you find true love if you don't love again right? To live is to love. Oh my! That's the right word. I don't have to think to give each letter a meaning. Only one word can describe one word, LIVE means LOVE. LOVE the things that makes you happy LOVE who you love even sometimes the person you love doesn't love you back LOVE your enemies *it's the best and sweetest revenge* LOVE the people around you *you can't live alone without them* And most importantly, LOVE your LIFE. How can you love if you're not breathing? Give LOVE as much as you can because that's the true meaning of LIFE. TO LIVE IS TO LOVE. Love with all my heart, Greecieg
Totally Stuck
So I have started writing a book, and I kind of like where its headed. But I am completely stuck I have no idea what to put down next. I know how I want it to end, sort of. but I am feeling extremely frustrated. Any other writers out there with some advice??