Imagine waking up from a long sleep and regaining your memories just because of the cascade of letters awaiting you. Imagine reading and remembering your student and friend, the only person who knows your struggles, who wrote all these letters that are here for you, who went through so much hardship and pain in places you couldn't see and must read between the lines to even know.
You are an angel, one of the strongest existences in the world, and yet the other has gone far beyond you, to somewhere you can't ever reach. The only thing you can do is write to him as he did to you, so that when he returns, he would not forget the person he is at heart. Until that day, you wait. Hoping for the best, but never knowing when or even if he'll return.
(thinking of their relationship again and i want to die)
