I Hope I'm Not Over Stepping
Exhausted!Detective Olivia Benson x Wealthy!LovingHusbandCoded!Masc!FEM!Reader
Summary: Olivia comes back to the unit even after a particularly hard case. Shes drained physically, emotionally, and everything in between but the New York victims deserve their justice. Olivia forgets that she has a life that needs to be lived and of course her boss and team sees it. Cap Cragen calls in the big guns to drag Olivia away from the precinct... maybe literally.
TW-None really... smut will be next part. neck kisses. angst curt/comfort. Reader is a female with a masculine style.
Aurthor- I will be giving some description to reader. lol I made a lot of shit up. Multiple parts. Cause doesn't Olivia deserve it.
"Detective Benson!"
Olivia sighed in exasperation at her name already being called on this early... early Friday morning. it's one am and she had just walked through the suffocating stares of her team, late, and finally made it to her desk. She was tired of the stares, but she knew where they were coming from. Olivia barley made it out her last case of a rapist who held her at gun point before killing himself in front of her. To put the cherry on top, the victim's parents yelled and screamed at her in front of everyone in the hospital. Olivia promised to get their daughter back and she failed. It never gets easier...
Spinning around towards the direction of the voice of her very own Captain Cragen
Exhaustion subtly across her beautiful face. it caused the captain to pause a few steps away from her.
"What on earth are you doing here? You left like 4 hours ago and you came back? Look outside Olivia. It was just getting dark when you left. You've got no rest like I tol",- Olivia looked around embarrassed that her boss is calling her out. She noticed that her team was watching and most likely listening in before hurriedly going back to their work.
He was right though. She had went home cleaned herself up cried in the shower and came back to work. But she had to put her statement into the big bosses. The case came to an unfortunate end of a murder suicide of a rapist and his sex slave. She made it out with the skid of her teeth, and she is feeling it.
"Whatever. Olivia, you are taking the rest of the weekend off. I want to see you back here no earlier than 8 am Monday morning.", Olivia was shocked, but she knows she shouldn't be.
"Am I booted?", Olivia interrogated her Captain with a squint of her eyes.
"No!", the captain exclaimed, "you just need some time off after everything tonight. Your exhausted and I need you at your best for this team."
He started to walk away without another word, but Olivia had to breathe a sigh out before following him.
"Cap I'm fine. I need to get this statement handed over and there is a stack of files on my desk with my name on it. I can't go witho....""
"I told you", Fin whispered as he passed everyone to get to Olivia's desk. No one was really surprised. Of course, Olivia would turn away going home in favor of work no matter how much trauma this job puts her through. Everyone could see how tired she was just by her slump shoulders he walked in or the not so designer bags decorating her under eyes.
Cragen decided to cut Olivia's rant short, "what files?" he questions looking behind her to her once file filed desk to now a clean on.
Olivia looked at everyone avoiding her glare and noticed that they distributed her work evenly amongst themselves. Olivia turned back to her boss, "Cap!"
"I don't want to hear it! Finish your statement and don't linger. Monday morning!", Cragen tried to turn to leave but was stopped again by Olivia's insistence.
"Captain it's Friday morning. It might get busy toni-", Olivia got cut off.
"Olivia, I knew you would do this so I kinda called in some reinforcements."
Once again Cragen looked at a direction behind her. Olvia breath visibly got caught in her throat as she looks up at the sight of the woman, she has surprisingly been seeing. Up the stairs of the precinct, the beautiful and handsome Y/N walking towards the balcony leaning her weight on her arms to look down into the circle. She had her short shaggy wolf cut in a half up half down with her bangs perfectly framing her normally stoic face. From an outsider she looks dark and intimidating. A tall and dangerous woman lingering. She was dressed in all black, a silver chain and rings adored her neck and long thick fingers. What little skin she showed, even from where Olivia is standing. She can see the dark swirls of ink covering her collarbones and hands. Oh Jesus...
"wha- you called y/n?", Olivia said maybe a little too loudly as yn's head snapped to the direction of her voice. A soft small smile already curling at her lips at the sight of her goddess and hopefully future wife.
"Have a good weekend Olivia", Olivia scoffed as the captain waved her off. She looked back to where she first spotted yn but she was gone. Where did she go Olivia thought as she turned to the left of the room.
"Olivia", to her left a voice drawled in a deep yet feminine voice. Olivia couldn't help but jump startled and stumble, which is weird because she's always steady.
Yn was quick to put her arms around Olivia's waist to stable her. Olivia sucked in a breath and basically stalled. Olivia is a tall woman, standing at 5'7, Yn stood at an intimidating 6'1 (did someone's say a children's basketball team). YNs cologne was just right as it filled her lungs and mushing her rapidly dizzying mind and God did her arms feel so good around her. They were as strong as steel, and Olivia wondered where she had the time to work out.
And yn was not any better. The smell of Olivia's shampoo and bodywash filled her soul. Olivia's feminine shorter yet strong frame with years of crime chasing pressed gently again her own. Her big brown eyes shining as they become slightly dazed. Y/n had to hide a dirty smile from showing on her face. Oh, how yn yearns to see how far gone she can really make her dear Olivia.
Calmy the way only yn can carry herself with, adjusted Olivia to where she was originally standing on her own, however she left her hand on Olivia's waist. To get her physical touch in enough to where Olivia still had her room to move away if needed.
"Wow you move fast"
Yn just smiled in adoration before gently saying, "Good morning, Olivia".
For the first time in Olivia's life and career, she bout fell out. The way Yn said her name has her ascending. Olivia has noticed with her detective skills that Yn always made her feel like the only one in the room and it makes her heart feel like it's gonna fall out her ass. What she didn't noticed is that she only treated Olivia this way.
You see, Yn has a hard exterior around her, very quiet and unapproachable but oh so mysterious and sexy. It makes the bitches go insane, but she never took notice unless she wanted to. Yn is fucking untouchable and you my good audient will find out why in the future. But she only ever looks and talk to Olivia in such an enduring way.
Yn is never rude to anyone at least from what Olivia has seen. Shes very respectful to those around her. A little blunt maybe but she just knows what she wants and how she wants it. Olivia hasn't seen yn in a situation or how she responds to stress or high emotions yet. This is a very important aspect people should take into consideration when considering a relationship with a partner, but she has never given the impression of being entitled. So far, Yn has been cool as a cucumber. Olivia doesn't know much about her work, but it seems as though yn always has time for Olivia. And considering her work it always at odd hours but it never deterred yn from Olivia. Shes always shows up with takeout, wine, and flowers with no complaints. Sometimes Olivia swears Yn is a dream that is gonna come to an end.
"Yn! what are you doing here? it is one in the morning! you should be resting", Yn just looked at Olivia with soft eyes that made Olivia almost stutter as she fussed.
"I apologize beautiful, but may we go somewhere private to talk?", yn asked Olivia looking at the circle where again the team and the captain lounged still watching them until going back to their work realizing they got caught.
Olivia rolls her eyes before grabbing yns hand that rested on her hip to guide her to an office before closing the door behind them and closing the curtain in case anyone wanted to take a peek.
Olivia let out a breath and dopped her shoulders taking a moment to herself before turning to (her future) Yn who was already making herself comfortable. She leaned on the table in a sitting position patiently waiting for Olivia to acknowledge her. A girl needs a moment sometimes, you know?
"Yn", Olivia shook her head already feeling the urge to cry push through under the understanding stare of yn. Olivia started to stumble forward her emotions getting the better of her before yn rushed to catch her. Yn wrapped her arms around Olivia in comfort and stability.
"I'm sorry", Olivia cried out, not meaning to cry in front of yn. This was the first time.
"Shh there is no need for sorry my love. I am overjoyed to have you here in my arms safe.", Olivia could help but cry harder with emotion as she put her whole weight in yn arms but yn didn't sway. Yn was a tree that was hard to move.
Instead yn swooped Olivia up carrying her to a nearby couch in the office. Yn set them both down gently with Olivia sideways in her lap and her arms still tightly holding her. Olivia couldn't help but feel like a silly little girl as she cried and sniffed into yn chest as she rubbed her back and whispered sweetly in her hair occasionally placing a peck to ground her, bring her back to the present patiently.
"Olivia-" yn gently guided Olivia's head to look up at her. Yn can see the despair and disappointment in her eyes and it made her heart clench- " You did the best you could. You did good. You are good. Baby you are a strong woman but right now you deserve to let goo"
Olivia felt her face scrunch up and her lip quivering as Yn placed a tender kiss on Olivia's forehead.
"It's not fair Yn! She was so young!", Olivia cried loudly looing Yn in the eyes. "It was never fair! He planned it from the start and involved me! He made me his..."
Yn heart clenching in sadness watched as Olivia trail off her sentence. "His victim", yn finished her sentence for her and nodded in understanding,
Olivia slowly looked backed at yn in grief before collapsing again. Yn never let her go letting her own tears stream down her face. They stayed like that for another 30 minutes with yn rocking and whispering to her Olivia before she calmed down and complained of a headache. Yn smiled and said that she would be back with water and her half-written statement of the incident for her to finish. Olivia was reluctant to let her go but then felt a little embarrassed at the position they were in, so she moved.
While yn is was gone, Olivia couldn't help but stare at the wall and think about everything. Why did Cragen call Yn? How did they know each other? She might have said she was seeing someone once, but the team knows that she's a private person. The questions kept coming but she was too exhausted to even think about an interrogation.
As yn came back with the file and cup of water in hand she couldn't help but aw at Olivia head nodding off to sleep on the couch.
"Come here baby", yn again scooped Olivia up before bringing her to the desk to sit in the rolling chair and placed the file in front of her. "Olivia drink this water for me please"
Olivia is defiantly not used to anyone treating her like this but her time with Yn has told her to just take it and let her help because that's how she shows her appreciation. Appreciation for what you ask. Olivia asked yn the same thing. And you know what that woman said? 'I appreciate beathing the same air as you my love'. umm Umm UMM.
What does one say to that except an embarrassed shy smile and a blush to the cheeks. Yn had this way of speaking and going about things that made Olivia swoon and melt.
Olivia just let the cold water wake her up enough to finish the statement before turning back to Yn who was patiently waiting for her (like a puppy).
Yn smiled finally having Olivia's gaze back on her, "what are you really doing here yn?"
Yn smile grew before standing up as Olivia followed subconsciously.
Yn stepped in front of Olivia before guiding hip to rest on the desk behind her, "Well I hope I'm not overstepping but I want to ask you if you be ok with me taking you this weekend?", Olivia stared at yn for a moment to analyze the whole situation and instead of answering she asked,
"How did Cragen know to call you? How do you even know each other?"
YN patiently replied with, "I am going to be doing some business with the police department in the future", "Business?", Olivia interrupted, "Yes business that I will explain to you later. Me and Cragen have had many talks. He's a cool dude. A little sassy but very informative to talk too. He has many contacts." yn could help but let out a chuckle at Olivia's face.
Olivia started to speak again but yn gently grabbed her face with both hands to place a sweet kiss upon her lips that left Olivia speechless.
"Olivia I am here to bring you peace. I have a whole plan for you, my love. We are going back to your place for you to get your things so we can spend the rest of the weekend at my place. We are going to sleep in, and you my love are going on a shopping/pampering spree, and I'll pick you up for a dinner at my place tonight"
"What yn you don't have to-", Olivia was cut off
"I want to baby; you deserve everything coming to you this weekend.", yn pressed her body against Olivia closer and kissed her deeply. They disconnect with a smack; it made Olivia let out a dazed, "ok". It was like yn made Olivia's head turn into mush.
Yn decided to discard the now empty cup and bring her statement to the captain while Olivia went to her desk to pack back up.
"You gone?", Elliot asked watching her grab her purse from her drawer. the team still at their desks obviously listening in. This is a nosy bunch Olivia thought.
"yea I'm gone. I'll be back Monday morning.", Olivia answered distracted with her desk.
Elliot slowly walked to her desk, "You need a ride Liv?"
"Oh no thanks Elliot yn is here", she responded with a smile.
"yn?", Elliot question eyebrows forwarding
"Olivia", a voice rang out. Everyone's head snapped to the direction to see said yn with the captain.
Yn felt everyone's eyes analyzing her, but she didn't stir, just watched Olivia move around with a dopey smile.
"Everyone this is Yn. We will be expecting to see a little bit of her in the near future. Shes really gonna upgrade this place.", Cragen exclaimed.
"Its nice to meet you all and I hope to get to know you more at a later date. I need to get Olivia home"
Olivia blushed as she felt eyes dart to her in surprise. She went to hurriedly grab her bag but yn stopped her gently, taking everything out of her arms to hold it herself before offering a hand. Olivia felt like her chest was gonna explode before accepting the hand with a shy smile letting yn guided her out the precinct feeling giddy but tired.
Cragen slapped a hand on yns back as they walked away, the teams eyes still following them.
"So, Olivia gets to go off with her noble black stallion while we're still here like some sardines", Munch dramatically joked as everyone starts to get back to work.
"Yes, now get back to work you lot before you get eaten by the boss", Cragen commanded before walking back to his office. Munch sighed and went back to desk.
"Didn't really expect that", Fin muttered to Elliot who was leaning against Olivia's now clean desk with his arms crossed staring at where the couple? who just left as Fin moved back to his desk.
Elliot sat there for a minute because Fin was right. Olivia leaving this precinct with someone as she gets off ring alarms in his head and maybe his heart.
Elliot scuffed before picking himself up get back to his own paperwork.
If he knows anything about Olivia, that won't last long.....
"Give me a second baby", yn whispered to a sleeping Olivia.
Yn and Olivia were currently outside yn's tower penthouse (teehee I have some ideas for this). Olivia had fell asleep on the way from her apartment. Yn only grabbed her one pair of clothes for tomorrow which confused her but-
Flashback
Olivia sat at the head of her own bed with her elbows on her knees and her head in her hands. Her eyes closed as flashbacks of the case haunted her eyelids. If only she could have just..
"Darling, is it ok if I go through your panty drawer for underwear", yn said with the most series face. Olivia's head popped up, "huh? oh yea. yes, you can", then dropped her head back to her hands. Seeing this, yn moved faster but quiet as to not disturb her. A girl just needs a fucking moment and yn gets it.
Yn has already cleared a daytime outfit for Olivia to wear tomorrow. She had found a bag to put the outfit in and walked to her top drawer and opened it, but something made her pause.
OH hi undies, she thought with a blush.
She hurriedly grabbed a handful and threw them in the bag and zipped it closed. She went to close the drawer, but her eye caught something interesting.
A black bullet vibrator. A purple wand with bunny ears for you know what. And what looks to be a 5 inch clear didldo.
This woman, yn shakes her head trying to shake away the images of Olivia legs wide open, withering on the very bed in the room that they were in making herself cum. I wonder if she'd take my 8 inch.
Yn slowly closed the drawer as if shutting treasure away. She could help but stand there in silence smirking at the inevitable. She was going to ruin Olivia in the best way possible.
"Ok come on baby. Let's get out of here", yn slung the bag over her shoulder before guiding Olivia to her feet.
"Thats all you're going to put in there?", Olivia questioned
"Yes ma'am", yn nodded already closing the apartment door behind them. Olivia shrugged too exhausted to even protest.
End Flashback
She's so beautiful, yn thought as she looked at a sleeping Olivia in her passenger seat. The ride had put her out. My pretty passenger princess.
Yn kinda cringed at herself. Ok creep
Yn grabbed the bag in her backseat before pressing a button on her door and it opened silently, she stepped out. The door is automatic shut behind her just as silent as it opened. Yn slung the bag over her shoulder, walking to Olivia's car door.
Finally making it into Yns penthouse, yn guided Olivia onto her couch to sit down. Yn ran upstairs to make sure everything was in place in drawers that she cleared out for Olivia. She also cleared out her closet for Olivia to fill but we will get into that later.
Runing back down the stairs just to be met with the sight of Olivia taking her blazer off, her limbs moving slow and her face showing exhaustion. This caused yn to rush forward to help.
Olivia sighed in relief when the last sleeve freed her. Olivia gasped when yn dropped to her knees in front of her. Yn looked up at Olivia eyes and there was a moment of pause, "May I take your shoes off?"
Olivia let out a breath and relaxed her shoulders. With her approval yn started to unlace her shoes. "You know you don't have to do this?"
"Oh I know my love but I want to. I want to take care of you in every aspect. Especially right now. I know you're a big girl, but I am here to make sure that every one of your needs and wants are met. It makes me feel good to know you are content and taken care of. Of Course, as long as you allow me", yn answered finishing taking off Olivia shoes. Oliva was stund into silence and only nodded when yn looked back up at her.
"Come on baby let me carry you upstairs."
Setting Olivia down on a couch in the bedroom, yn immediately started moving, "The bathroom is stocked with everything you need, your side it the right side and your clothes are in that top drawer. We will talk more in the morning. It's time for you to sleep. I have a shirt for you to wear..."
Olivia was already half asleep just nodding to the sound of Yn voice. Yn smiled fondly before starting to strip.
That woke Olivia up.
"What are you doing?", Olivia looked the other way to give yn privacy.
"You can look Olivia. It's all for you. I hope its ok, but I sleep in my sports bra and boxers. I mean I usually sleep naked, but I don't want to give you a heart attack", - too late for that. All Olivia can comprehend is inked skin, abs, and muscles in front of her. Yn had a tall structure with broad shoulders and long thick muscled legs. Her arms were thick and long. She was a fucking tree with long limbs. She could swallow me Olivia thought in pleasure. She has never had such a being strip in front of her. She looked better with every piece of clothing on the ground.
Yn now in her sleep wear, stepped to Olivia and guided her to stand up, "May I?". yn gestured to Olivia clothes.
Olivia nodded, her words stuck in her throat. Yn noticed that when she was taking Olivia shirt off, she became tense. Yn paused for a split second, looked Olivia in the eye as if to say it's just me, I'm the only one here and slowly continued to unbutton her shirt to shed her and continued on to her pants. Dropping them on the ground, yn guided Olivia to step out of them with her hands on the curve of her hips.
"I will never do anything you wouldn't want me to do Olivia.", Yn ducked her head to place a kiss on Olivia's shoulder as she breathes out and relax her tense body. Olivia knows that Yn wouldn't do anything to harm her, but her job has made her cautious. Rightfully so.
Keeping her hands gently pressed on Olivia, she spins her around and unclipped her bra. Olivia sighed in relief and slump shoulders as her heavy breast was released from their bounds. This made yn smile in content. She wished she could give her a message,
Quickly, Yn grabbed one of her black t-shirts and put it over Olivia's body. Yn took Olivia's hair out of the shirt and made eye contact with her in a mirror across the room.
"Looks good. Better on you than me", yn teased
It was oversized. The shirt sat at the high points of Olivia's thick thighs. Yn had to look away when Olivia gave a smirk. She had caught yn looking.
"Let's go to bed my love", yn said softly.
Olivia hums in agreement and let yn guide her to her bed. Immediately Olivia stretched and rolled around like a cat letting out content noises before settling down. Yn could help but smile as her heart thumped in joy at the sight of Olivia's comfort. Yn covered her in the blanket and turned the lamp off.
Eyes still locked on each other, yn rounded the bed silently to get to her side. Yn concluded that she loves seeing Olivia in her space, in her bed, in her shirt, safe.
Yn heart thumps as she climbed in bed.
"May I cuddle you?", yn question a little timid.
Olivia laughed out a yes because how is this grizzly bear of a woman asking her to do the inevitable.
Yn smiled and let out a dopey "ok" and turned to turn the lamp off.
Yn gathered Olivia in her arm, effectively becoming the big spoon. Olivia sighed in content and closed her eyes.
For a while yn stayed up and listened to Olivia breathing, after a little more time, yn couldn't take it anymore.
Yn broke the silence, "I can hear the gears turning in that beautiful mind of yours. Tell me what it is."
"I'm sorry babe, I am so tired, but I can't stop thinking about everything. It's like my mind won't stop" Olivia said with exhaustion.
Yn perched herself up on her elbow and guided Olivia turn on her back to look up at her with her free hand on Olivia's exposed hip.
"I can help with that", yn said with a tilt of her head and a dirty smile. Yn pulled the blanket back and placed some of her weight down on Olivia, planking over her. Yn laced her right hand with Olivia's left and pinned it to the bed. They kept eye contact as if yn wanted her to know that she could pull away at any point.
Yn pecked Olivia lips once than twice before placing a deep kiss that shattered something in Olivia's soul.
"You are so good my love" Y n kissed her forehead, her left hand caressing up and down Olivia's body.
"You are so strong", yn kissed both her cheeks.
"You deserve the world", yn kissed her eye lids tenderly.
"And if you'd let me, I'd go to the ends of the universe to get it to you", yn confessed before kissing her neck.
Olivia let out a loud audible gasp. Yn smiled into her neck and continued to show love to her Olivia's neck with open mouth kisses and sucks that left marks in their wake.
Olivia mind turns to mush as she wiggles under yn tongue. Moaning as she is consumed by yn. She is surrounded by her arms, her smell, her touch, her heat, her lips... she feels like she's gonna loose her mind in the safest place possible. There was constant chill that went up and down her spine and a throb of her heartbeat in her pussy.
"Oh my god", Olivia loudly let out in bliss
As yn smiles dark and naughty and switched to the other side, she fully pins Olivia down as she moved and withered too much. Yn was vibrating with pleasure just as much as Olivia.
"Wait.... wait", Olivia whined, weakly pushing away.
Yn pinned her down and ran her fingers up the kitchen of her hair and gripped to give her more access to Olivia neck. But yn didn't continue. There was a pause of movement as they both grasp for breath from the intensity of the intimate moment.
Lips moving under Olivia's ear, "I'm not gonna do anything", yn panted with restraint, "Let me give you what you need Olivia.", pleaded desperately, "I'll give you everything baby please", before continuing her assault on Olivia's neck.
Olivias head was spinning. She felt tears gather in her eyes. She felt like her soul was being pulled with every suck, every flick of yns tongue. She couldn't stop her moans from the intense attention yn was giving her. She can't even remember why she was upset.
Yn trailed her slopy wet kisses down Olivia's collarbone before resting her forehead on Olivia's chest. They're both gasping for breath to regain their sanity.
"Olivia I'm right here. For whatever you need. No matter what", yn lifted her head. Olivia was shocked to see yn wide desperate watery eyes, "Let me take care of you", she whispered.
Yn slid back to her side pulled Olivia on top of her and pulled the blankets back over them.
"Sleep my love. You are safe with me", yn said before closing her eyes.
Olivia rested her head on yn's chest and decided that this was the most comfortable she's been in years, the safest she's ever felt. It felt right.
So, Olivia closed her eyes and focused on the steady heartbeat of yn and drifted off into the best sleep she's got in years. Olivia just hopes that when she wakes up tomorrow that she doesn't wake up in her own bed.
to be continued...
Lmk what you think pooks. Love you!!