@loudbark--deepbite sent in: what's that supposed to mean?
nothing had been the same since that 'deliverance healer' had shown up at pastor rod's home. ( hunter had assured him that it was a load of bullshit. ) they would just say a few words about praying the gay away and then they'd be 'healed'. the whole thing had been funny at first--... until he brought up the flame of his lighter. ( he felt something like fear then--.... then the convulsions came after. ) he remembers coming to on the ground, surrounded by his own vomit and confused. ( what the fuck happened? )
he tried to move on after--.... whatever kind of conversion therapy was used on him but news traveled fast. somehow, hunter had been saved but ryan was seen as the faggot that corrupted the pastor's son. ( even though he had been nothing but a boy who was his friend that he let his frustration out on. ) he had thought he had been with gary--... it had to have been gary, right? ( though, he was so strong--... the way he lifted him up off the ground by his throat, squeezing until he thought his windpipe was going to get crushed. )
he can't help but stare at gary as they stood outside of the old mill building. ( the place they always would meet up. ) tears shown in his eyes, a mixture of anger in his face as bruises started to blossom around his throat. "DON'T PLAY DUMB! YOU DID THIS TO ME!" he'll move to push past gary, an anger filled scream leaving him. "STAY AWAY FROM ME!" with that, he'll stumble over to his bike.















