AOTV SPOILERS
The doc was an emotional rollercoaster.
It was sad in the beginning when he was talking about early 1D and how "they" made him feel worthless to the band but then you felt happiness and a sense of pride when he talks about how he didn't let "them" stop him and made sure he was seen and important to that band by stepping up and convincing them to let 1D change their sound AND by writing 1D own music thus having the highest writing credits out of any 1D band member.
Then it was sad again when he mentioned the band splitting and how he didn't know his place in the music industry outside the band. How he could see the others having a solo career but not himself.
Then it was happy again because he started to put out his own singles and perform at festivals which made him realize he CAN do this and ppl do care to come see him. He finally realized he IS meant to do this and not just in a band format but as a soloist to.
All in all you see he went through so much with 1D ending and not being sure what his next step is, his mom passing, his sister passing and then when he was FINALLY finding his footing after all that and started touring for the first time since 1D covid happened. But even after everything that happened, after every misstep, he never gave up, and his dedicated fanbase showed him how much he means to so many people around the world.
Time to go fuckin cry in a corner for hours now.














