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🌈 The Aces will support Louis on his North American leg of the HDWGHW tour, posted this review of 🏳️🌈 lyrics on their tiktok and IG, 20 October 2025 x x
you’ll hear Louis Tomlinson’s album differently after this…
from the sound of a gunshot, to the sound of falling back into the real world, the hidden "HA"s, to the hitting of a glass bottle.
hopefully this video makes you go "what in the Mandela effect is this? I've listened to this album a million times and I've NEVER noticed this, but now I can't UNHEAR IT!"
this is part 1 of 2 cuz there ARE that many things to highlight in Louis' album. enjoyyyy
Watch the full YouTube vid here
Lyrical analysis: “All This Time”
I wasn’t planning on doing any lyrical analysis right now, but this hit me like a ton of bricks and now I need to share. I beleive this song was written for us. A love letter. And the more I look at the lyrics, the more convinced I become.
Line-by-line analysis:
It’s late now
Right away we’re starting with a timestamp—but not one that feels grounded. “Late” as in “too late,” or maybe “later than it should have been.” There’s a subtle regret in this line, a recognition of delay. Of silence.
I’m trying to find the words to say for ages
This feels like the emotional thesis of the song. He’s saying the thing he’s been holding in for years, and acknowledging that the silence hasn’t been apathy—it’s been inability. There’s a sense of pressure here, of time compounding the weight of what he hasn’t been able to say.
Just have patience
Soft, direct. Spoken like a plea. Or a reminder. Not the first time he’s asked us for this—and likely not the last. It’s quiet reassurance from someone who knows how long we’ve been holding on.
It’s not how you spend the time, it’s if you waste it
This line really guts me. Because it flips so much of what’s been weaponized against the fandom on its head. The idea that believing in him, in this, in them, is a waste of time. He’s telling us no—it’s only a waste if we get nothing meaningful from it. And we’ve gotten so much. Friendship. Art. Community. Queer joy. And maybe, just maybe, that was the point all along.
And I keep on building mountains Hoping that they’ll turn to gold
He’s working. He’s pushing. He’s trying to shape something massive out of what he’s been handed, hoping it’ll transform into something worthwhile. That all the effort won’t be for nothing. That the structure he’s building will free him.
But the truth is, I still doubt that What I do can get me home
This one hits hard. Home has always been symbolic in his narrative—it’s tied to peace, to authenticity, to Harry. And here he’s admitting that even he doubts whether the path he’s on can get him there. The plan isn’t foolproof. And the cost is high.
When it gets cold Oh, sometimes, sometimes, I lose my hope
There’s a vulnerability here. He’s not just putting on a brave face—he’s showing us the cracks. Telling us that yes, he breaks too. That some days the fight feels too big.
Our eyes meet And I can tell that you’re the same as me
This line changes the whole tone. Suddenly, we’re not looking at him—we’re with him. This is the gaze exchanged between artist and audience. The ones standing at his concert waving pride flags. He sees us. He sees you. Just like we see him. And he’s saying: you understand.
It’s the way we It’s the way we see ourselves through walls of trees
There’s so much metaphor here it’s almost dizzying. “Walls of trees” evokes something dense and natural, like a forest you’re trying to navigate. It’s hard to see clearly. But we do. Through media stunts and denials and years of silence, we’ve always found him. And he’s found us, too.
And you keep on building mountains Hoping that they’ll turn to gold
The mirror flips. This time, the mountains are ours. We’re the ones putting in the effort—tracking, believing, showing up, holding the line. Hoping it still matters.
But the truth is, you still doubt that What you do can get me home
This is the part that knocked the wind out of me. In the lyric video, the official words are “get me home,” not “you.” And that matters. Because it means he sees the loss of faith in the fandom. He knows how much we’ve invested, and he knows that some of us are starting to question whether it’s still worth it. Whether we’ve done any good. Whether our faith ever meant anything. And he’s acknowledging that doubt head-on.
When it gets cold Oh, sometimes, sometimes, you lose your hope
The parallelism is deliberate. The song isn’t just about his doubt—it’s about ours. He’s tracing the arc of hope and hopelessness that runs through this whole journey. And he’s not blaming us for it. He’s just... naming it. And in doing so, validating it.
But the friends we make, the love it takes Is worth, is worth, is worth the pain
This is where the whole thing shifts. It’s not a sad song. It’s a song about endurance. About choosing each other, even when it hurts. About the joy and love that grew out of all of this, despite everything.
The friends we make, the love it takes Is worth, is worth, is worth it all this time All this time All this time It’s worth it all this time
A refrain that doubles as a mantra. All this time. Every year, every theory, every concert, every coded lyric, every painful denial. It’s all led here. And he’s saying it's worth it. That we were worth it. That this hasn't been for nothing.
Final thoughts:
This song doesn’t scream. It doesn’t wave its arms. It whispers. And in that whisper, it carries everything he hasn’t been able to say.
It’s about the silence. It’s about the fans who stayed. It’s about the pain of staying closeted and the people who kept the light on for him. It’s about doubt and fatigue and joy and the relentless choice to believe anyway.
It’s not a love letter to Harry. It’s a love letter to us. To the fans. To the ones who saw him and stayed. To the ones who made art and built community and found each other because we believed there was something real worth holding onto.
And he’s telling us: I know this is late. But I still see you. And it has always been worth it.
“Waking up to start again” but it’s about Louies watching livestreams from bed
this is for BABYGIRLRRY 😛
Louis has such an amazing writing style and his lyrics are always incredible but something I’ve always loved is the way he carries the same themes/ motifs throughout his writing. Even looking back on songs from 1D that he wrote on there are clear indicators that he wrote on it because of the themes, lyrics or style of the song often you can tell by the bridge too my man never misses with a bridge he constructs them like no other.
An example of motifs is his use of religious imagery or language in his songs.
‘There’s a devil in your smile that’s chasing me’ // the priest thinks it’s the devil’ // ‘it’s a church of burnt romances’ // ‘im too far gone to pray’ // ‘the devil in my brain’ // ‘demons, I’m taking all of my demons’ - it’s interesting how this is a consistent theme and there’s phew so much to unpack in these songs and their connotations themselves but the lyrics are so emotive. As someone who has a religious background the use of religious imagery is actually something I love because it’s something I pick up on quite quickly. Louis often talks about ‘the devil’ a devil or demon is a crafty creature a ‘fallen angel’ a trickster his use of talking to someone and saying ‘there’s a devil in your smile’ is almost him saying ‘I’m gonna regret this but you’re so tempting and I can’t escape you, I also don’t want to’
‘The priest thinks it’s the devil’ in End of the day Louis is demonstrating loving someone, you can’t help but love that person there’s no escape again linking back to ‘the devil in your smile that’s chasing me’ not to mention the religious trauma that comes along with this line, ‘the priest’ thinks you’re sick your possessed and incurable, because you can’t in fact change who you love. This then links to ‘the devil in my brain’ now remember how in End of the day Louis was being told he was possessed well here’s Louis acknowledging this ‘demon’ he hears the demon in his head this incurable part of him he can’t escape and he can’t help but to listen to this demon because he can’t help who he is as he addresses in End of the day. In Only the brave (which is a song full of queer connotation and religious trauma and imagery) Louis again addresses how he’s ‘too far gone to pray’ how this ‘church of struggles of romances that have burnt to bright but then been put out too soon’ makes him feel like he couldn’t possibly pray he is a possessed man remember the priest has told him that he is wrong, this song addresses the deep trauma of coming to accept how hard it is to love so honestly ‘I’m breaking my own rules’, he’s going against what he’s always been told and therefore something he’s always allowed himself to believe but he is learning to be himself and accept himself because at the End of the day, love is only for the brave. But finally after all this questioning after being told he’s sick, being told he has a devil in him he finally in Out of my System finally sheds off these traumas finally learns to accept who he is ‘Demons, I’m taking all of my demons’ he’s collecting the parts of him that he’s been told are wrong the parts he should hate the ‘devil in his brain’ but he’s ‘putting them where he can’t see them’ because he doesn’t need them anymore he doesn’t want to listen to this trauma because he’s grown from that, he’s getting it Out of his system because he’s finally accepted who he is and he’s being true to himself.
There’s a lot of dark connotations to religious lyricism and the guilt that shines through is prevalent this theme carries through so much of his song writing and it’s truly beautiful like I could truly go on about it (but I won’t I promise). There are countless examples of other motifs and ideas he uses in his lyricism but this is one I’ve never truly seen get truly addressed and it’s in my opinion one of his deepest and most painful themes because of the trauma that comes through the terrifying feeling of trying to be yourself of learning to accept yourself and honestly you don’t even need to look too hard to hear and see the queer connotations that cover such a theme.
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Duncan James | Blue
"For me it was a really hard thing to do to come out, coming from a boyband, a world where you have a lot of female fans."
"There was a lot of pressure from the record company, I didn't want to let the boys down so I kept my mouth shut."
Jonathan Knight | NKOTB
"I was a young kid in the New Kids and I had CBS, my manager, all these people telling me 'You can't let anyone know you're gay. If you let the world know you’re gay, you're gonna ruin your career, you're gonna ruin your manager’s career, CBS is going to lose money on record sales.' It was just so much on my shoulders as a young kid."
"Knight says he never hid his sexuality, but was pressured to keep quiet to maintain the boy band’s heartthrob image"
Mark Feehily | Westlife
"I was playing this boyband character and was all smiles and Smash Hits used to ask 'what's your favourite kind of girl?' and I was answering them thinking 'Oh my God this is so cringe but if I don't I might draw attention to myself'. The danger is, when the character becomes too far apart from the reality and for me, that's what happened"
"It was the beginning of a lonely situation, I was surrounded by family and friends but there was this one part of me that was lonely because there was no one I could share it with."
"it was 'very scary' coming out as gay two decades ago while shooting to fame with the boy band."
Ricky Martin | Menudo
I was a closeted gay man who was making my partners hide," he said. Some of his partners had gone "back into the closet" on his behalf"
"Many people told me: 'Ricky it's not important', 'it's not worth it', 'all the years you've worked and everything you've built will collapse', 'many people in the world are not ready to accept your truth, your reality, your nature'."
Lance Bass | Nsync
"I thought if I had come out, NSYNC would be over. So I kept my secret."
" I terrified of the lasting rejection — I was certain that that would happen — but more than that I didn’t want to jeopardize the careers of these guys up here, much less the hundreds of amazing people who worked tirelessly to bring NSYNC to the world.”
"I’d see so many young, gay fans singing their hearts out and I wanted so badly to let you know, I was you. I just didn’t have the strength then"
Stephen Gately | Boyzone
"Being in a boyband and being gay, nobody had come out, it was just not the thing to do. It would have been management and stuff, it was all swept under the carpet. There’s an understanding among celebrities, or whatever you want to call it, but he was meant to be dating Baby Spice and all that." - Shane Lynch, band member
"What happened was, we were on tour and he got a phone call to say that the press was going to run with a story on him. He was distraught. They said to him, ‘Look, you can tell your story, or we’re going to print our story’. It nearly destroyed him. It really nearly destroyed him" Shane Lynch, band member
"Even Louis Walsh – who didn’t know about Gately’s sexuality when he formed Boyzone – admitted it would have made him think twice about including him in the group. He later said ‘it wasn’t cool then to have a gay guy in a band’."
"Despite the entertainment industry having a long track record of LGBT+ acceptance, there were few publicly gay figures at the time. In particular, music industry insiders warned boyband members not to come out, for fear of alienating female fans who may have a crush on them"