#lovecorenotes

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you've always been beautiful

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omnomnomnom

too bad that I can’t fully draw nuzi fluff yet due to other wips

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i literally squealed when i saw ur notification!!! i adore your art so much and was recently looking back on them (especially the khori ones heheh) i’m so happy to see you back but also glad you took time off when needed!! cannot wait to see more of ur art bc i am STARVINGGG for it !!! hope u have a lovely day and so hyped ur back!!

hey! : ) i remember i saw your art on the interner, your style is pretty neat. that's sweet to see Khori fans. sometimes i was a little bit sad that my most popular work was with parents and solver moms, because even though i love them, my main fav has always been Nuzi. although i shouldn't have been surprised, it just so happened that i actually have more full-rendered works with parents. I actually have a lot of sketches with Nuzi. but i don't really like posting sketches, so i haven't had many full-rendered arts with them. Initially, i didn't really plan for most of my art to be with parents. it just so happened that i posted them at a time when people needed them the most. it's not bad, it just wasn't my goal, and i always felt like people paid less attention to my other work, initially thought i'd be known as "nuzi artist". if there will be more art with Khori, then probably not much. at the moment my attention is drawn to N with Uzi and maybe someone else. nevertheless, thank you for your attention to my old works. can't say that i like all of them, but some of them still look good.

hope this doesn't sound overwhelming. it's a little embarrassing that i started talking more about my feelings, but it's probably good to express my thoughts i guess (hope i didn't make you feel awkward, everything is okay!)

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It's been so long! How are you doing? I can't wait to see your art again!

thank you :( for the first half of 2025 i had difficulty drawing. i think i was burnt out, cuz i didn't like anything i tried to do. in some ways, i became more anxious and unsure of what i was doing. also, often, if i saw reposts of my comics and works on other social networks (and also on my accounts), i saw some hate and that people couldn't stand content that i draw and scared of naked robots idk. i just saw that reaction often enough that for a period of time the internet made me think that i was drawing something disgusting and that everyone considered me and my work disgusting and nasty. alsooo i personally encountered some rude people who for some reason wasted their time on me and wanted to make friends, although they directly stated that i and what i draw triggered them and they simply hated nuzi. i probably feel better now, although despite trying to come back, i don’t feel like part of the art community, as if there’s something wrong with me, i’m doing something wrong and i just don’t look suitable here. i feel like i'm not keeping up with others and it's stressful. i'm not really sure what to do now. drawing is better now, i think i'm making progress, although i always have this feeling that maybe i used to draw better and some of my past works just look better than what i'm doing now. but i like the way i'm drawing now. i have some problems with coloring, but i hope i can gain confidence in that. i'm also making murder drones au, but not sure if someone would be interested since it based on crossover of md and some old soviet cartoon that you probably don't know, on the other side, i tried to explain the story that was happening in ther. at least i like the idea. wanted to get back on twitter but they wouldn't send me a code so i could log back into my account

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okay, to be honest, without all the exaggeration that Nori is such a girlboss (although I really want her to be like that) and that it was she who got her husband, and not he got her, then… in fact, from these photos you can definitely say that Nori treats Khan like a bro like check this out, my cool-bro-husband, we're so cool together !!

but well the second pic still looks like "me and weird guy that i pulled by being girlboss"

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I miss you

i just recently came back 😭

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вы не поверите

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spoilers for ep7 ! things about N and Uzi i wanted to point out 2/?

I like that he smiled at Nori's words, as if he himself met his old friend. but in reality it's not that cool. he seemed familiar to her, so did she see him before? again thoughts that it was he who killed her body huh (while her heart remained alive)

Nori turned out to be not as silly and playful as we all thought (which is sad a lil bit), but on the other hand she is quite a badass and confident woman. and it makes me wonder more about what she saw in Khan... but hey, despite some time apart she calls him hunk! i hope that if she is reunited with him, she will find a new body for herself, since it will be awkward to meet only the heart of your wife-

hearing N say Khan's name, Nori becomes tense. what kind of friends does my daughter have huh

after Nori tells a little story, N acts sweet and friendly as always, clapping for her, and Nori throws a rock at him, telling him to stop. i love how much she looks like her daughter, she does things to make N stop doing stupid things btw it’s funny that she, being a small body, chained him, such a big one, to the wall with a pickaxe for safety

when she asks who is the host of the solver at the moment, N smiles slightly, saying "Uzi", despite the fact that the situation is tense

ok, I didn’t understand this moment right away, but now I understand. "which one (Doll or Uzi) tried to eat us right now?" he realizes that it is none of them

he says in such a joyful tone “she will fall when she finds out that I met her mother” :з but then Nori pinned him to the wall again, forcing him to remain silent about it. it's funny how she openly admits that she is the cause of all the nightmares in Uzi's life, so she thinks that if Uzi finds out she is alive, it will cause problems. N says in a decisive tone that he doesn't want to keep secrets from Uzi anymore, since he has already seen what this can lead to - a loss of trust. the moment from ep2 when he wanted to touch her shoulder, but she backed away, and when just recently he went to her, but she stepped back. seeing your loved one afraid of you and losing trust in you is a very painful thing

she presses the cross on him so hard that cracks appear on the ground, she is really serious

N promises, after which she looks a little surprised and as if grateful, but then she realizes that there will be some kind of catch

and she's not wrong. he got out of this situation so that he didn’t have to lie to Uzi and keep everything secret. Nori rolls her eye, realizing that it couldn’t have been otherwise and this guy wouldn’t be convinced and yeah she said THE LIINEEE

wild N oh........that's something I think Nori told N that there is a way to weaken the solver so that it does not cause problems. and since he guessed that Tessa knew about this, now her pressure for N to choose the universe and not the little drone sounds strange. if it is possible to weaken/ get rid of/ heal of the solver, then why kill Uzi? and Tessa had a clear desire to get rid of the Uzi. in essence, she gave him free rein, saying that he will make the choice, but at the same time she said that he would have to choose the universe

after which he cuts off her head, with an X on his visor. it was intense. the robot disobeyed his boss and a good friend. not fully understanding who the person you knew for a long time was. did you make the right choice

he immediately woke up from shock when he saw Uzi's hand on the cross and started helping her get up. his voice sounds pitiful, worried, but at the same time joyful, since he saw her again after what happened. N's voice trembles a little, but he still sounds sincere. he doesn't want to scare her off again

oh yeah and now that line is heartbreaking- he extends his hand to her, he needs her and emphasizes the word "you"

when watching the teaser his "together?..." at the end of the phrase sounded uncertain, pleading, as if he wasn’t sure that she would agree to solve everything together. but now, watching it, I hear in his “together?” hope and joy, as if he understands that it is with her that he can overcome everything and figure things out, and he is glad that he was able to find her and she did not reject him. at the words "to figure things out.." he sounds uncertain, lost and a little sad, but then he sees her placing her hand in his. his cross disappears and at the same time he blushes. she was able to calm him down from shock simply by touching his hand.

i know that before this I made a post “if a character blushes it doesn’t mean they're in love” and I’m a little embarrassed, but damn.. it really looks like that in here, right? we know that Uzi was the first one who started to fall in love with him and after some time he started to develop feelings for her. and at this point he may have accepted it

and should I mention that they immediately lace their fingers together, whereas the last time they held hands it was very awkward for them?

and then he smiles