🎀 evele 🧸

more active here.. евеле / evele / evelyn rus/eng | aroace | multishipper "evele" pronounced like "ye-vye-lye" i guess suggestive content may appear, +16 i draw cute silly cartoon stuff you can repost my art/ use it as profile pic, but please with credit "#my art" for arts, #lovecorenotes for thoughts тгк https://t.me/oheveledoze заходите товарищи

[eveledoze]

https://evelestrawpage.straw.page тгк https://t.me/oheveledoze suggestive content may appear

comissions: no requests, art trades, art collabs: only with friends

[eveledoze]

"they're mad as helllll"

didn't have any specific thought about the context of this one, but now i'm thinking that N had a conflict with someone (not on his initiative) and he was ready to give up on it, since he simply doesn't like dealing with it and he's tired, and Uzi is his moral support and will insist on sorting out the situation

[nuzipilled]

recently I quit my job of 3 years due to ongoing workplace abuse I couldnt take any more of and I am now without a stable income for the time being+will be moving countries in the next couple of months. I hate having to do this but i need some help affording my medications/groceries/gas these next few months.

Unfortunately taking public commissions is something i’ve realized I have a really hard time doing and I cannot take any more at this current time, and would rather wait until i’m in a better headspace to discuss them. If you have the means to support and you like my work, It would mean the world to me if i could get through the rest of this winter and begin searching for work again somewhere safer for me

Support kitsch (:

Support kitsch (:

[eveledoze]

" don't wanna look at anything, but you "

[eveledoze]

I miss you

i just recently came back 😭

[eveledoze]

dearly

[eveledoze]

i literally squealed when i saw ur notification!!! i adore your art so much and was recently looking back on them (especially the khori ones heheh) i’m so happy to see you back but also glad you took time off when needed!! cannot wait to see more of ur art bc i am STARVINGGG for it !!! hope u have a lovely day and so hyped ur back!!

hey! : ) i remember i saw your art on the interner, your style is pretty neat. that's sweet to see Khori fans. sometimes i was a little bit sad that my most popular work was with parents and solver moms, because even though i love them, my main fav has always been Nuzi. although i shouldn't have been surprised, it just so happened that i actually have more full-rendered works with parents. I actually have a lot of sketches with Nuzi. but i don't really like posting sketches, so i haven't had many full-rendered arts with them. Initially, i didn't really plan for most of my art to be with parents. it just so happened that i posted them at a time when people needed them the most. it's not bad, it just wasn't my goal, and i always felt like people paid less attention to my other work, initially thought i'd be known as "nuzi artist". if there will be more art with Khori, then probably not much. at the moment my attention is drawn to N with Uzi and maybe someone else. nevertheless, thank you for your attention to my old works. can't say that i like all of them, but some of them still look good.

hope this doesn't sound overwhelming. it's a little embarrassing that i started talking more about my feelings, but it's probably good to express my thoughts i guess (hope i didn't make you feel awkward, everything is okay!)

[eveledoze]

It's been so long! How are you doing? I can't wait to see your art again!

thank you :( for the first half of 2025 i had difficulty drawing. i think i was burnt out, cuz i didn't like anything i tried to do. in some ways, i became more anxious and unsure of what i was doing. also, often, if i saw reposts of my comics and works on other social networks (and also on my accounts), i saw some hate and that people couldn't stand content that i draw and scared of naked robots idk. i just saw that reaction often enough that for a period of time the internet made me think that i was drawing something disgusting and that everyone considered me and my work disgusting and nasty. alsooo i personally encountered some rude people who for some reason wasted their time on me and wanted to make friends, although they directly stated that i and what i draw triggered them and they simply hated nuzi. i probably feel better now, although despite trying to come back, i don’t feel like part of the art community, as if there’s something wrong with me, i’m doing something wrong and i just don’t look suitable here. i feel like i'm not keeping up with others and it's stressful. i'm not really sure what to do now. drawing is better now, i think i'm making progress, although i always have this feeling that maybe i used to draw better and some of my past works just look better than what i'm doing now. but i like the way i'm drawing now. i have some problems with coloring, but i hope i can gain confidence in that. i'm also making murder drones au, but not sure if someone would be interested since it based on crossover of md and some old soviet cartoon that you probably don't know, on the other side, i tried to explain the story that was happening in ther. at least i like the idea. wanted to get back on twitter but they wouldn't send me a code so i could log back into my account

[colfy-in-a-jet]

reading this broke my heart tbh, and rlly shows the issue with the art community in general and how they treat artists. you're one of my favorite md artists and your stuff always made me soo happy so i was incredibly excited when i saw you come back. but i dont blame you at all for disappearing because, well, i find myself in a somewhat similar situation. for a very long time i was incredibly anxious to post any of my art for a fandom in fear of being judged or accused or simply because i thought my art didnt look good enough. when i first got into md, i refused to post ANY of my art of it. i've gotten better of course, but i still feel that way sometimes especially when it comes to more "risqué" pieces of art.

I've seen a few moments when artists I follow get judged or driven out of spaces because people wouldnt respect their boundaries when they post something as simple as naked robots. people repost their works without asking, and in return people outside of their followers and target demographic get exposed to the pieces and call it gross. some artists can handle it, which is honestly very impressive, but even just witnessing my favorite artists get judged like this discourages me to get my stuff out there in fear of the same thing happening to me.

people would claim to be against censorship but then turn around and make fun of artists who draw anything that slightly weirds them out. it's very sad but it could help to remember that you dont make art for those people. just focus on making stuff for yourself and posting for the people who enjoy what you make whether that'd be publicly or in private communities/friend groups.

[eveledoze]

thank you very much, it's really nice to hear :( i'm sorry to hear that you have similar situation, it sucks how this part of the fandom makes artists feel insecure. please, don't feel that way and don't think that you're not good enough or anything. all artists do the best they can, and i think they really try, the way they draw something is how it should be and that's great. i think there will always be people willing to support what you do. actually, hearing that i'm not the only one who has experienced this is in some way a relief, because before i felt like i was the only one doing something wrong and everything i do was considered disgusting by others, or maybe i'm just weak. it's so stupid that some people have such a negative reaction to something as simple as naked robots. i didn't think it was such a big deal for anyone, and every time i wanted to say "calm down it's just a drawing". when i saw reposts of my comics, i always saw negativity. i never understood the point of spreading all this negativity and paying attention to something you don't like. at some moments i thought that maybe there' was's no point in posting something since i see so many people who don't like it. now i think more about protecting myself from such people and setting clear boundaries, maybe saying how tired i am of this kind of behavior and that it's awful. for a while now, i've been seeing more people draw something gentle with naked robots and i was actually really happy about it. i just find robot bodies aesthetically pleasing, i like drawing them that way, so when i saw arts like this from others, i was glad I wasn't the only "weird one", and it was cool to see something that suited my tastes. i always try to pay attention to positive feedback and am truly grateful to everyone who has written something nice about my work. i'm sorry i haven't talked about this often enough. sometimes i thought i didn't deserve it and i was just embarrassed. sometimes i'm surprised that people like my work, not in the sense that it's bad, but rather that they see something close and dear in my drawings. that's truly wonderful

[eveledoze]

I'm sorry things have been hard for you lately, but I'm so happy seeing you back here again. Your art fills me with so much joy, and I hope 2026 treats you kinder <3

thank you very much for kind words

[eveledoze]

Hey!! I hope you've been well and the new year has been treating you better (:

oh you're still here, so nice to see you! that's fine, i hope you're doing okay as well <)

[eveledoze]

I have always thought ya art is really pretty, personally I like to learn about it by seing it!

Btw which program do you use? I've been trying new programs in order to find which fits me better

thank you, that's nice to hear <) i don't think i can recommend much. usually, when i test drawing apps, i research it for about 10 minutes, realize i don't understand anything, feel uncomfortable, and just delete it ahahsh i use sai 2, it's still the most comfortable and intuitive for me, even though it's difficult to edit text here. also ibis paint (for my iPad or phone) it's also quite convenient and intuitive, and there's a lot of interesting stuff in there, even though i haven't drawn on my phone in a while

[eveledoze]

who would have thought that russians could be gentle and sweet, and not just sullen and cold.. a gift that i made for @doveflew in december

[eveledoze]

I think you're cool and strong

thank you :( im not sure about that but well life's gone on

[eveledoze]

Я просто хочу сказать, что твои арты и комиксы имба😎

не знаю кто вы, но спасибо добрый русский человек :)

[eveledoze]

It's been so long! How are you doing? I can't wait to see your art again!

thank you :( for the first half of 2025 i had difficulty drawing. i think i was burnt out, cuz i didn't like anything i tried to do. in some ways, i became more anxious and unsure of what i was doing. also, often, if i saw reposts of my comics and works on other social networks (and also on my accounts), i saw some hate and that people couldn't stand content that i draw and scared of naked robots idk. i just saw that reaction often enough that for a period of time the internet made me think that i was drawing something disgusting and that everyone considered me and my work disgusting and nasty. alsooo i personally encountered some rude people who for some reason wasted their time on me and wanted to make friends, although they directly stated that i and what i draw triggered them and they simply hated nuzi. i probably feel better now, although despite trying to come back, i don’t feel like part of the art community, as if there’s something wrong with me, i’m doing something wrong and i just don’t look suitable here. i feel like i'm not keeping up with others and it's stressful. i'm not really sure what to do now. drawing is better now, i think i'm making progress, although i always have this feeling that maybe i used to draw better and some of my past works just look better than what i'm doing now. but i like the way i'm drawing now. i have some problems with coloring, but i hope i can gain confidence in that. i'm also making murder drones au, but not sure if someone would be interested since it based on crossover of md and some old soviet cartoon that you probably don't know, on the other side, i tried to explain the story that was happening in ther. at least i like the idea. wanted to get back on twitter but they wouldn't send me a code so i could log back into my account

[eveledoze]

lizzy. figured out how to make it more interesting for me to draw her

[eveledoze]

аnxiety did its job, making me doubt everything i do for some period of time. i still feel a bit insecure about posting. nevertheless, hi again. art is blooming. here's some spoilers that i can show