@lovefray : “ why did you leave me here. ”
there was hurt in her voice -- too young for such ache. and he had PUT IT THERE. guilt, for before and for after. some to spare. he never wanted to curse someone like he was. and it was a triple threat. the drinking, the anger -- the SHINE they shared. he hoped beyond hoping that she was just doomed to shine, the others falling by the wayside. perhaps that’s why he had left, unable to face his part in her life, thinking at once he’d mess it up. he’s not good at this. “ i thought -- i thought it’d be better. ” for me not to be in your life, he means. and it’s difficult he finds, to be confronted in this way. regardless it had been a mistake. put that one on his tab too, won’t you ? “ i’m sorry, it should’ve never happened. ”














