That you have arrived at this question, ‘you have come the furthest that you have ever been’. Says Jesus to me. And now, I pass His message to you.
Yet, your quest has just started and it will take you a life time or a few to know yourself and to go home. The journey will not be easy. The path is pathless. There will be no friends in the dark. You will look for yourself in everyone. You will venture to places far and wild to connect with a home you once knew. You will try to fit into groups to get a glimpse of the wisdom you seek but you will be disappointed for you will not find. The rules stifling and strangling your soul for the water you thirst. The church no longer serve you for it is a house of man. Your work becomes meaningless and no longer aligns with the changes within that you cannot quite decipher.
The only place for certain that has not change is the light that you cannot see within yourself. For once, be still. Stop roaming. You have wanted to find that shiny precious diamond - outside in the mountains, in the forest......but it is not there. For you are that diamond.
You are seeking beyond the intelligence and capabilities of human beings. You know there is so much more than intellect. In the universe where you have always belonged is the person that you have not understood and now seek to uncover the depth of who you are and what your purpose is.
Your journey so far, is unique to anyone else. No one has lived your path in the same way. No life is identical for you have chosen to think and do things differently along the way. Your choices have delivered the life you have desired. You always have a choice even when you think you don’t. That power is free will. You’ve always had this since Eve so demonstrated. When you choose to do nothing, that's your choice. You have chosen.
Yet regardless how you have arrived to this question of who you are, all will come on a quest to the same place. And how you get home shall be different again to others based on your choices. That place that you are trying to get to is LOVE. All your life experiences had always been about love. From your soul, is a record of all the people that you’ve been. Come to understand yourself in the many roles that you have chosen to live and how that has affected you physically and emotionally. It is a time to understand you. A time to reflect, forgive, heal and love. Not just love but to be in love with all.
Who you are is LOVE. We have complicated life so much that we have forgotten to live as love. We exist to be in love and to be loved. To feel this experience in abundance and to give just as much. All anyone ever want from you is for you to be in love with them; be it a lover, friend, child, stranger, animal. All you ever want from anyone is their state and act of being in love with you.
Be the love that you need. Love that person that needs it.
When you can be still in this love, always. When you can be the centre of love for all, then you have found your purpose. Love is the purpose. You are that purpose for yourself and others.
God is love. The depth of love that you seek is God’s love. This is the love beyond any human capacity. You will feel His love radiating through you just by being near him even without touching. This is the craving your soul has sought. It knows, it remembers. You will arrive to know. Seek it. Know it. It is within and outside of it. Feel it. Let it heal. Love will heal. Heal with love.
You are love. You are the purpose of that creation. Creation was love. Creation is love.