Walking/running to work is the best decision I have made. Last year I made the decision to go onto implanon, going on implanon was the worst decision I have ever made for my body; I was breaking out in acne EVERYWHERE, and I have never gotten acne before, I got so moody to the point that I would be fuming and ready to punch someone, and the next I would be balling my eyes out. Not mention that I had a solid heavy period for 3-4 months straight so I ended up having to take supplements as I was tired all the time. Then the doctors decided to put me on the pill as well, but that only made things worse. From there my acne, bleeding and tiredness increased, I became unbearable to be around, and to top it off I put on all the weight I lost (30kgs+), and not matter how much u worked my ass off it just wouldn't shed. I hated the implanon, I hated my body, I hated everything. My depression and anxiety snuck back up on me and hit me harder than ever before. It's been nearly a year since I got the implanon removed and my body is still just getting back to normal. Three months ago my body started to finally shed the weight (little by little); I went from a size 16 to a 14. My mood has gotten back to normal, the acne is gone, has however left scars and my period is just about back to normal. In the last month I decided, fuck it I am going to walk/run to and from work whenever I can because I want, I need to get this weight off. In the last month I have gone from barely being able to fit into my old clothes, to gliding into them; my confidence and overall happiness is an absolute high. After years of yoyo dieting and working out minimum of 4 hours a day, and absolutely hating myself and my body because it wasn't "skinny enough" so I worked harder and even though people would tell me I look amazing, I still saw a fat person looking back at me in the mirror. In the last 3 months I have learnt to love myself, to love my body for all of it wobbly bits. I am finally back down to a size 12, and I don't care what the scales say because I see my body changing day in and day out. #fitness #happy #lovemywobblybits #healthy #new #me