Dear J.
If I lived a thousand different lives I would see you out in each of them, even if never in a single one of them you were mine. If seeking you out were only to have a glimpse of you.
I love you with a every beat of my heart and with every breath I take.
I know the easiest and most public details about you yet you fit within my heart like the piece I never knew was a miss.
Your name is the first to come to mind in the mornings and the last to leave in the last hours of the night, and throughout the days.
If our time together shall never come in this life, I pray it comes in the next.
My friends think I'm fazzled in the head for falling in love with you, one even says it's nothing more than a fascination yet I've never carried a fascination with someone so long.. The feelings I hold for you are more than merely a silly fascination, they are deeply rooted love, lust and longing for you. I'm very much in love with you even if no one believes as much… if only they saw the way I look at you, perhaps then they'd believe, though I doubt a simple glance would change their opinions.
-The Heart Lost
