This blog is about my sexual abuser, Dean Evans Hunter. I attended Lowndes High School with him (I graduated in 2021) and he sexually assaulted me for two weeks in February of 2020. He was 18 years old and I was 17. I was very vulnerable at the time because my girlfriend had just broken up with me awhile before. We sat together at lunch and bonded over our love for music and Pokémon. We would play Pixelmon and voice call on Discord after school when we had time. Whenever we would leave the lunchroom and go to our separate classes, he would hug me and often grope my chest or ass. Mind you that school has about 3,000+ students, so we had ALOT of eyes on us. No one stopped him. It made me very uncomfortable and would ask him to stop, but he refused and played it off as a joke. There was one point where I had even yelled and hit him to stop, but he didn’t take me seriously at all. I was young and naive at the time, so I had very foolishly developed a crush on him. At one point, I confessed to him over call on Discord, but he never gave me a solid answer on if he was already in a relationship or not. He still continued to grope me and prey on me. When I had found out he already had a girlfriend, I was very upset that he had led me on and was preying on me. I didn’t have anyone else to sit with at lunch, so I sat at our table and just ignored him. He kept asking me what was wrong, and after I continued to not reply, He grabbed my face and nearly forced me to kiss him to get me to talk. I pulled away from him and was luckily saved by the bell. I quickly walked away from the table but he followed after me. He tried to grab me again but I just kept moving through the crowd to get to my class. I was terrified for my life. After I broke contact with him and told friends what he did to me, he proceeded to call me a lying bitch. I tried speaking with my school counselor about it, but unsurprisingly nothing was done. He got to graduate with zero repercussions. Lowndes High School also has a history of similar behavior, letting terrible people run scott-free on their school grounds.
I am severely traumatized by the things he has said and done to me. It has given me numerous nightmares over the years and has caused me to be afraid of men. I also had a mild case of agoraphobia when Covid hit later that year. I was terrified to leave my house and scared to even be at school because I was afraid he was going to find me and hurt me again.
I don’t have any physical evidence anymore because it was years ago and I lost the journal I logged my experience in, but I do know there are multiple other victims out there. I do, however have screenshots of previous twitter posts of mine speaking of my experience with him from past years and a picture of me wearing one of his hoodies. If you or someone you know has had a similar experience with him, please reach out to me. You can remain anonymous if you wish.
If you see this, you don’t get the privilege of hiding from this, Dean. I will air this shit out as far as possible to make sure you NEVER forget what you did to me and other young women. You are a predator. You do not deserve to have a social platform or any sort of kindness in your life after the things you have done. There is no hope for you to change.
The Guardian: ‘You want it to outlive you’: an often-overlooked piece of civil rights history
A new documentary looks back at Lowndes county, where often-forgotten figures fought against white supremacy
"WE'VE SEEN IT AND ITS A HISTORY MUST SEE"
Martin Luther King Jr and his march from Selma to Montgomery is familiar to anyone with a glancing awareness of the civil rights movement. But on his way he went through Lowndes county, an often-overlooked hostile territory where a profoundly influential movement for equal rights was born.
With impassioned talking head testimonials and a staggering treasure trove of never-before-seen archival footage, documentary Lowndes County And The Road To Black Power covers the 80% Black population in one of the poorest counties in the US who rallied to register their vote and be heard despite the constant and immediate threat of white supremacist violence. Lowndes is where the college kids who made up the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee (Sncc, pronounced snick) went to support the local community and help create the Lowndes County Freedom Organization (LCFO). Their focus was to get Black people elected into positions of power and effect change. Because such practical and immediate goals were a threat to white power, these targeted activists had to arm themselves while moving through an area dubbed Bloody Lowndes.
On their election literature, the LCFO identified themselves with a logo borrowed from Clark-Atlanta University’s mascot: a panther. They were known as the Black Panther party.
Sncc’s story isn’t as widely circulated as say Martin Luther King Jr’s in the history books and popular culture. On a Zoom call with the Guardian, director Geeta Gandbhir, alongside co-director Sam Pollard, says that erasure is intentional. “It’s about a leaderless movement of folks organizing and claiming power in a way that is a threat,” Gandbhir says from her home in Brooklyn. “As Ruby Sales says in the film, Black power is a threat to white supremacy and to the white economic system everywhere.
“The Sncc veterans and also the local Lowndes county people were non-violent in theory, but they were going to defend themselves. They were carrying guns. That kind of movement, which ultimately was very successful and is the key to the freedom struggle, is seen as dangerous by folks who want to maintain the status quo.”
Gandbhir didn’t know the story about Lowndes county before writers and producers Vann R Newkirk II and Dema Paxton Fofang brought the project to her. She was down to direct, but wouldn’t take the project without Pollard because she felt it wasn’t her story to tell.
Gandbhir is Indian American. She cites Mira Nair as an influence, not just because the Mississippi Masala film-maker is a fellow Indian. Nair told stories about Indian Americans in relation to other Bipoc (Black, Indigenous and people of color) communities, not just in their own bubble where they can put on a performance as model minorities while their own anti-Black racism bubbles beneath the surface. Gandbhir carefully acknowledges that while she sees unity in the struggles shared by the Bipoc community, she understands the privilege she has that the Black community doesn’t.
Pollard, a veteran in the industry who cut his teeth as an editorial assistant on Ganja & Hess, has been telling stories about the freedom struggle since making his directorial debut on the PBS series Eyes On The Prize. Lowndes County And The Road To Black Power is far from his first collaboration with Gandbhir. They began working together editing Spike Lee films like Surviving The Game, Girl 6, Bamboozled and When The Levees Broke. According to Gandbhir, they met when she was working as an editorial assistant on Spike Lee’s Malcolm X.
“That’s not true,” Pollard interrupts, from a recording studio in Hell’s Kitchen. “I only worked on Malcolm X for two weeks.” Gandbhir agrees, clarifying that she remembers him from when he came in to briefly help with the edit on Spike Lee’s epic biopic on the passionate civil rights era leader. “I don’t remember her at all,” he says, chuckling in defeat, the comfy groove created by their decades long working relationship is felt in the warm and comical back-and-forth.
“She was my apprentice editor, assistant editor, co-editor,” says Pollard. “Then she became a director and we started directing together. She’s always looking out for projects that she thinks will be interesting because of the social or political points of view.”
She points to an argument made by Kwame Ture, the Sncc organizer who coined the slogan “Black Power”. Then called Stokely Carmichael, Ture pointed out that the Southern Christian Leadership Conference (SCLC) would be lost without their leader, Martin Luther King Jr. “That is the danger where the people didn’t necessarily feel that they themselves had the actual power to impact change,” Gandbhir explains, adding that Sncc’s model ensured that every individual organizer or citizen exerting their voting power recognized why and how their voice matters. “As they say, strong people don’t need strong leaders ... You want the movement to outlive you. Ideally, you’re working yourself out of a job. That was Sncc’s concept of organizing and one that we need today.”
I turn the conversation to some of today’s activists, specifically those who have achieved internet notoriety. The day before this interview, Ziwe, the comic talkshow host who knows how to capitalize on awkward silences, aired her interview with DeRay Mckesson. He’s an activist who was on the ground at Ferguson, allied with Black Lives Matter and founded the police reform movement Campaign Zero. Ziwe asked Mckesson about a fellow celebrity activist Shaun King, who has been criticized for allegedly mismanaging money and capitalizing on his clout. Mckesson, who has also received his fair share of criticism, talked about how fame could erode activism, as Ziwe raised a pointed eyebrow at her guest. A chyron onscreen punctuated the irony, paraphrasing the famous activist as saying: “Fame is bad for activism.”
I ask Gandbhir and Pollard, given the tenets learned from Lowndes county, about their thoughts on these activists and some of the organizational criticism in today’s movements. Pollard shakes his head, letting out a big “nooooo”. He’s exerting his influence as the wise owl role in the conversation, simultaneously responding to me and warning Gandbhir that it is not her place to respond.
“We’re film-makers,” says Pollard. “It’s not our job to use our film to critique present-day movements.”
I take the query a step further, asking about their thoughts on bad faith players like Candace Owens, the conservative commentator who got Kanye West’s ear, works to discredit movements like Black Lives Matter and sows doubt regarding George Floyd’s murder. Lately, we’ve been inundated by YouTube ads for Owens’ documentary, spreading her arguments to the algorithmically vulnerable.
Pollard and Gandbhir remain wary about addressing any specific players, but remind why it’s important to tell truthful and impactful stories like Lowndes County; stories they feel, again, were suppressed by the powers that be for a reason.
“Disinformation and propaganda has always been a tool used to suppress, oppress and destroy communities and civilizations,” says Gandbhir. “It’s how certain groups feel that they can win.
“One group tells you it’s raining. The other group tells you it’s not raining. Our job is to go outside and see if it’s raining. That’s how I look at it. That’s what we try to do in the storytelling.”
Lowndes County And The Road To Black Power is now out in US cinemas with a UK date to be announced
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