i’m so sad and all i can think about is hugging luke. like, it’s just one of those days where you’re not feeling 100% and there’s no reason behind it whatsoever, it just happens sometimes. you’d have been out with the boys and their girls and friends and whatever and the entire time you would’ve been kind of quiet which is so unlike you when around people you feel comfortable with. only ever speaking when spoken to, mainly simple sentences because you didn’t even have the energy to make conversation with others. luke noticed the change from wide grins to tight-lipped smiles, asking you quietly whether you were alright after pressing a soft kiss to your cheek. you’d just nod without even looking at him and keep eating your dinner quietly. but then when you two were finally alone somewhere in private, such as your place or wherever you were staying that night, he’d ask you again because he knew you weren’t fine. you’d suddenly rush into his arms, hugging him tightly as you cried into his chest and luke was taken aback because sure he’d seen you cry before when watching a movie or something but never like this - inconsolably. he’d simply hug you back just as tightly, warm hands occasionally running up and down your spine in soothing motions as he just let you let it all out. eventually you’d stop, telling him about how you didn’t even know why you were so upset but you just were. he’d just smile at you in understanding telling you that it’s okay to have a bad day and that you should’ve told him before you had to do something you weren’t in the mood for but not in an annoyed way in an i-love-you-and-i-want-what’s-best-for-you-and-for-you-to-always-be-happy kind of way you know? and after you don’t reply he’d just be like “c’mere love” and he’d pull you back into his warm chest and it’d feel as nice as always and he’d spend the rest of the night gently loving on you and just making sure you knew he’s there for you through whatever happens to you and i want luke to love me and press soft kisses to my cheek while i sit in his lap hugging him tightly.
