20. March 2024 - shifting journal 1 🌙
I always wanted to write about my journey but wanted to wait until something of note happened so here we are. It's nothing big but I want to document whenever I feel like I'm getting closer or I realized something.
So last night I woke up too early and still had almost 2 hours for sleeping so I decided to do a methode. I choose the "in between" methode by alunir om youtube because all the comments were really positive and I love alunir.
The methode was good and I'm definitely gonna try it again, I think I fell asleep too early because I think I'm supposed to wait until she says so and I also didn't wake up again when I was supposed to😅
but I did wake up when autoplay put another one of her videos as the next one. It was louder than the other so I woke up from that but I didn't open my eyes yet and I felt a little weird like I couldn't really feel my legs and didn't feel really there. The video was 3h loop of Dr questions so I just started answering them while also affirming that I'm in my dr bed. I tried to visualize my bedroom. I love visualization but I'm not that good at it yet. Anyway the biggest thing is that I faintly smelled vanilla which I scripted I would smell from a candle on my nightstand. I tried really hard to feel and hear other things.
At this point I'm not sure what was real or what I imagined because I could swear I felt I had a different pajamas on and like the sun was coming from the direction of my dr window not my cr window. But I couldn't hear anything except alunirs video. It's then I realized I never scripted anything I should hear when waking up. Which honestly is the biggest realization I took from this. Because I live in a big house and it's early morning of course I wouldn't hear anything. So I'm definitely gonna add something to my script for that.
So while I was visualizing I got a little impatient because I just wanted to feel I'm there, I knew my alarm was gonna go off soon and I didn't want it to ruin my attempt. (Spoiler: it did, even though I told myself it's my dr alarm😩) so I started to imagine what it would be like when I wake up. What I will do etc. I did that in a different attempt too and right when I was going downstairs to see my s/o my alarm went off before I could see them. Well this time it was the same thing! Even though I rushed through my morning routine this time.
So yea my alarm went off and even though I tried to visualize it being on my dr nightstand it didn't work and I opened my eyes to my cr room 😭
So yeah. I wouldn't count it as minishift because it wasn't solid enough for me to say it wasn't all imagined. But this helped me realize what I need to add to my script and I will definitely do the methode again. Thanks alunir for helping the shifting community 🌠
If you for some reason read all that then thank you 💖
