#luven venting

[luvendrawingonthemoon]

When you're trying for weeks to get normal sleeptime and hours in case you got a job or need to met in the morning or to be more productive but you can't help but falling asleep after 2am and wake up at 10am :

[luvendrawingonthemoon]

Not a drawing here just me complaining about my stupid body.

Since already a few months I'm getting continuously bitten by something my skin is doing quite a reaction to.Like very itching painful very red and also very big for one bite. And most of the time it's on my arms which makes me often pause drawing because of how much it hurts me. And yesterday evening I saw... a mosquitos in my room and woke up with 2 new bites... same kind.

Did I just became.... kinda allergic to mosquitos?

Like these bitches already love me enough to bite me in fucking dead WINTER (it's happening since january), in france, and not in the south were they have the sea and AC, I'm in the north. But still I don't need them to make my skin react like with ticks (for now it's happily less worse , one tick can take my whole forearm).

I want to be able to go running in the woods at peace without suffering the consequences, I want to be able to sleep with my window open in fucking april…

I hate this skin so much, it's so sensible, it bruises easily, it can't take any moisturizing cream without burning and now this. Like darling pick a struggle pls…

I'm sorry for anyone who read this I'm just feeling quite overwhelmed by all the icching and I needed to get this out of my system.

Thank you sm for reading all of this and... have a good night 💜(or good whatever it is for you rn)