#luwoo angst

[k-pop-scenario127]

[6:59 pm]

jungwoo comes home after being stuck in traffic, expecting a loud yet warm greeting from his boyfriend, lucas. he instead finds a note on one of the bookshelves saying, you weren't the same anymore. you began to bore me and i needed to go find that excitement that used to be in you, elsewhere.

his heart immediately fell into his stomach.

[koreanboots]

Mama

"Where Lucas only makes the wrong choices"

pairing: wong yukhei x kim jungwoo

word count: 782

warnings: mentions of sex, fights and swearing.

genre: angst

a/n: this is based of the song Mama by Rudy Mancuso

Enjoy xx

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Lucas looked at the boy in front of him, beautiful. Seeing his lover with plump red lips due to the kissing, the purple greenish marks on his neck, with the slightly apart lips searching for air, as if was running out of it, the youngest could even go on saying that was art, his masterpiece.

And as the younger praised the older one's body with his hands and marked him chest with love bites, a hand stopped him. Jungwoo's hand.

"Yuk wait..." said the boy, sitting up straight to take a better look at his lover, getting a light sigh from him

"What's wrong?" he looked with a concerned look at his boyfriend and he lowered his head

"Yuk I... I think we're going way too fast" his voice as low and almost impossible to hear, but Lucas did

"Babe, what do you mean?" he chuckled not understanding where Woo was going with this conversation

"I think we need to it more slow" he looked scared and shy at his boyfriend, while the other shrugged

"Ok, I'll put it slower this time, talk's over" he was already leaning in again, but the others hands stopped him again

"Yukhei for fuck's sake, listen to me" he pushed the boy again and Lucas took a deep sigh, followed by a nod for Woo to continue "You know that i love you, but... let's look at this way; love is like a flower, we need to take care of if, little by little, from the seed until is full bloom! Because of that, i need we need to go slower on our relationship" jungwoo looked at the boyfriend with a light in his eyes, hoping the boy would understand, but all that went to waste when Lucas opened his mouth

"Why? Seems like a waste of time" he looked bored from all the talk and Jungwoo couldn't take it anymore

"FUCK ME LUCAS" the boy ran

"I'VE BEEN TRYING TO" he followed, they ended up both on the front door, with Jungwoo holding it open

"I tried Lucas, I really tried, but I can't take this anymore. I love you, but you're a complete child. Please leave, now, only comeback to me when you grow older" Lucas couldn't believe what he saw and was listening, everything was fine, at least that's what he thought.

As he walked out to the door, he turned to the teary boy besides it and caressed his cheek

"Jungwoo..." he called with a low voice, making the older look at him "please say sike."

That's how Lucas ended up going home by foot, without a boyfriend and a red hand printed on his cheek.

By the time he got home, he could see his lovely mother doing the dishes and as she heard the keys fall into the table, she immediately turned around

"Where were you?" she laid her, now dried, hands on the table separating them both

"With Jungwoo, he broke up with me" he said with no emotion in his voice, the woman laughed

"Well, that's not surprising" she turned around while her son looked at her with a confused face

"What do you mean?" and for the second time of that day, he wasn't sure where the person in front of him was going with the conversation

"Xuxi, honey, you're immature. You need to change that, you're a grown man now..."

Lucas looked at his mom moving her mouth up and down, but there was no sound coming out of it, he didn't care. he already knew all of those things, it wasn't going to learn how to change in one minute.

Honestly, he was tired. He liked to be the child he was, what was the problem in that? And why it was so hard for the people to understand that? He was getting exhausted from trying to be what everyone wanted him to.

"Wong Yukhei, are you even listening to me?" she saw his mom put her hands on her hips while looking at her son with angry eyes.

"What's for dinner tonight?"

That's how Lucas ended up with a red mark on his face for the second time in one day.

Staring at the ceiling of his room, Lucas thought of new ways of trying to stop answering the wrong things everytime, he has already tried so many things, do many plans... was it even all worth it? Maybe. He could get his boyfriend back, get a nicer job, had better terms with his mother, go out more with his friends and, hey, even make some new more friends. He was determined to change.

"Nah, fuck it" he said turning on his video game.

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