#ly rant

[wiltingtu1ips]

i rlly dislike holidays

[just-lythecreator]

Back to ER again

[just-lythecreator]

Everyday I fear for myself especially how my mom use MY MONEY to boost her Facebook post bc she want to be an “influencer”

Like I get she hope she can get passive income in future doing this than doing other job that hurt her body

But I think at least $200 (that are not even mine) were out this month for her Facebook page (not count the equipments), and how she want to buy stock of Stars from my own Facebook account to double boost it.

I will be forcefully charged $40 WEEKLY.

$42 is the total price full color render art

AND I CANT DO JACKSHIT BC SHE HAVE CONNECT TO MY BANK ACCOUNT.

Yes I’m almost 23 and still have my bank account stuck to my mother, yes I hate it too but ASIAN PARENT WHAT THE FUCK I CAN DO????? GET KICK OUT OF MY HOUSE IN THIS FUCKING ECONOMY???!!?

I can’t even talk to her about other money (university tuition) without her breakdown

YOU KNOW I DONT NEED THE FUCKING DEGREE RIGHT??!???!? I CAN WORK NOW!! I BEEN WORK SINCE I WAS 13!! I PRACTICALLY WORK FOR 10 YEARS. THEY NEED 10 YEARS OF WORKING EXPERIENCE INNIT?!!?!!

But NOOOOOOOO I have to it will “help” my future, yes yes taking ParentPLUS loan would DEFINITELY help with that, yep yep take 10,000 out per semester, that SURELY will help.

AND SHE WANT 45% OF MY INCOME AFTER GRADUATING AS I ALSO PAY FOR THE LOAN

DAMN I ALREADY A STAVING ARTIST AND IT NOT THE INDUSTRY THAT FUCK ME UP

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Sigh

I really have to upprice my commission price….again?

It not even few months… bloody hell…

I keep my art price low bc I know economy is shit rn and people need art in their world. Especially A/I art is everywhere, people already don’t want to do commission from an actual artist. Which is why I’m so grateful to all my regulars commissioners who always come and push my skill to do better. They pay at least 1/5 of my income right now, it not much but it better than nothing and I’m incredibly grateful.

But…I don’t think it good for me anymore…not with the thing I’m dealing with…

I’ll try to make it faster, but I also need to raise my price a little bit more

[just-lythecreator]

FUCKING FINALS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

still one more project due tomorrow, then it all study time. and next week is the finals

gosh im so tired

[just-lythecreator]

I don’t know it was today, but I felt very exhausted

[just-lythecreator]

OBS WTF

WHY YA BEING A DICK RIGHT BEFORE STREAM-

[just-lythecreator]

Rant

To all six table that come 10 minutes before we close

FUCK OFF-

[just-lythecreator]

At this rate him not gonna finish this damn arc QAQ

AND THIS IS JUST BLOCKING OUT-

FUCK YOU TOO PROCREATE-