#lynkpoem

[lynk-the-chemist]

My Fellow Feelings

Fear, sorrow and rage

We've reached a new level

Not because you've taken hold

Of a corner of my soul,

You've done it already when I was younger

Not because it happened

That you dragged me to a deep well,

The darkness and cold waters of it

Already are familiar to me,

But uniquely for this time,

Instead of debating in anxiety

Or nearly drown myself in depression,

I've achieved something unprecedented:

Floated complacent and calm,

Times seeing the light out of the well,

That never goes out, mysteriously,

And nother time the bottom of the well,

With darkness that shall not go out.

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Knight

If I'm knight,

I'm one without a calling

Straying around there

I want to find a princess

That makes me live again

That gives me a new dying

For yesterday I died for my whole

But today I want to live for you

So that tomorrow I can die for your love

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Sea of Me

So, have already looked at the beach

Notice so many people on it

But you can see not everyone is

Where have they gone to?

Simple, I'm sea

And those few well-adventured

Are the ones who left the horizon

Don't blame yourself for seeing little

As much as the waters claim for people

The waves, natural, uncontrollable,

Drag to the beach, cowards

There's drenches, there's storms, there's things

That on the beach you'll never imagine

For this way is this cowardly sea me

But if you still want to get boat

And be gone from the beach to deep waters

I won't resist in any form

Shall show all I have

From shallow blue sky to dark drench of the soul

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Blood Garden

A bleeding heart

Still beating strong

Stuck on a pike

Is all that I am

There's just so much hurt

And the huge constant need

For me to beat, repeat and beat

Bleed until I'm dry

But I'm in the middle

Of a potentially beautiful garden

And as my blood soaks the soil

The plants grow beautiful

So I'll soak up the stress

Swallow screams of despair

Continue despite waves and waves

Of depression and anxiety

So I can bleed a beautiful garden

Upon which one day I'll look

And before a last breath

Say was worth every drop

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Simply Is

My sanity

A pierced boat

Watch it sink

My happiness

A snack for the hungry

Watch it be consumed

My content for life

A coin for the poor

Watch it be taken away

My will to live

A speck of dust in the wind

Watch it be gone away

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Embrace Me

Just please, hold me

Simply kindly, hold me

I beg you to hold me

I'm but a boat adrift

Hoping to crash in a welcoming beach

A land where I can lay for a moment

But I don't think it exists

There's only the storm

And this sea I can't conquer

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Self-Reflection

People say my determination is grandiose

For when I have a goal nothing stops me

But while I don't exactly agree

I can solemnly thank them

I simply realize how things just are

How insignificant I am

How cruel is the mere act of existence

And that I crave to be happy

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Indecisive

What should I fear the most

As I walk on the edge of the knife

Towards a better life?

Falling to my left,

In a mushy ground

Soaked with apathy

That makes every thing so fast

Creating the sound of mute despair?

Falling to my right,

Back into the well

Of the depression I've grown

Incredibly used to,

Always welcoming me

With comforting sadness?

Or perhaps to slip

Fall in the knife of anxiety

Get cut by the aches

I have to face daily

While also seeing them past me

And in front of every day?