Where has the time gone.. Jezz. As I lay here with tears in my eyes because Im thinking about how hard it is going to be to say bye to my family. Im literally going to miss them so much, but I also know this is something Ive wanted to do for a while, and if I pass this opportunity up my future self is going to regret it. I feel so torn because its something I want to do, and have wanted to for the past few years, but I dont want to leave my family. I honestly didnt think it was going to be hard, I dont know why I ever thought that. I cant let fear get in the way of what I want I know that. I just cant stress how much I love and appreciate them, and I really hope they all know that. I have to stay strong though, and do some exploring of the earth like I want to.