she took a deep breath, then another one. all her memories started to roll inside her head as she tried to shook them away with peaceful thoughts, though she couldn’t drown them, it was too much; there he was, the other part of herself and the other part of him, sitting on the bench where they told her he would be. wanda knew he would hate her, after all, she wasn’t wise enough to nest him into a better life, but she was stubborn and stupid, and broke so easily. all she wanted was her family back, to grasp the ends of a life she didn’t deserve.
she took a deep breath, her heart was racing, just like the first time she received them into the world; “— Hello, Tommy..” she couldn’t face him. not yet.
— @machspeak














