I want...the truth about my wishes.
I want to wake up to you on a bright day where the sunlight enters our room from the gigantic glass door adjacent to the bed, facing a peaceful beach. I want to wake up on a soft bouncy white matters on a huge circular bed, with you, wrapped in your arms. The first thing I’d hear is you say “Good morning, love,” while you rest on one of your elbow, facing me and run your fingers through my hair. The first thing I want to do is give you a long good morning kiss and tell you how insanely lucky I am to be where and with who I am. I want to get off the bed reluctantly and go brush my teeth without paying attention to whose brush I’m using because there be just two of it and be a little joyful from within if it’s yours instead of mine. And be thrilled to look at you work out on the treadmill or doing weights, your messy hair, and your flawless sweaty skin and of course your body bulged in all the right places! I want to look amazingly hot after the shower so you drop all your weighs on the floor and come to swipe me off my feet I would never want to but still push you away after a soft peck on the corner of your lip. I want you to look at me, totally compelled with me while I put on some Mac and Chanel and you’d say “Love, you look mesmerizing anyway.” I want to cook (take out food form the fridge and shove it into the oven) you some delicious breakfast and have no objection on being short because you’ll be there to lift me and help me fetch the ingredient from the top shelf. I want to feed you the breakfast like those cute couples do!
I want you to drop me to my office and get the stares from the people on the street which will be a little awkward but fun! I want to see you amused with my silly questions… Is my hair aright? … Gloss check? …. Blush ok? “Perfect” you’d say looking all noble in your suit and speak up “But the neck is pretty deep.” with nothing else to say to the stubborn and protective man of mine I’d reply “I’ll manage that, don’t you worry!!!” “Well that’s something to worry about.” And before I get down I want to counter your daily questions, you being all overprotective. “Is your cell phone charged? … Do you have the GPS on? … Do you have the alarm set for lunch or will you assistant have to do that? … Now, will you kiss me hard???”
I want to spend the whole day missing you! And scrolling through your photographs on my phone and smile at it. I want to earn big money but work little, I want to eat all delicious stuff but stay sexy. But I’ll know, no matter what I become your love will just grow for me with every passing millisecond. I want to receive your calls recurrently, understanding that you miss me too. Finally at the end of the day my assistant will come in and say “Ma’am, sir is here!” I’d look out the window behind me and see the long black car of yours be more than happy to rush down to you. And have butterflies in my stomach when I see you because I’ll know that every time we look at each other it’ll be like the very first time but more intense, double the love, double spark between us, double the vibe, and your hug double tight! And you’ll say “oh! Baby I missed you so much” the sound of your voice will mean everything to me. With my eyes fixed at yours I’ll look at your beauty and cover up for the long day that I managed to survive without you, with locked fingers the journey form office to home will get over before we realize.
I want it to be a sure thing I’ll have to add the part of ‘what’s it about elevators’ to my life or I’d better say you’ll add it to our life! A relaxing long bath would be the best time to discuss the day and make some important decisions of life and it couldn’t be in a better way than this, with you. I’d top the dinner with some TV, ABC family, a rom-com or even a football match, on a comfortable couch. I wouldn’t mind watching news in French and caress your head, feeling your partially wet hair on my bare thigh. And hum the tune “I gotta feeling” to bed. Our night will end with a little cuddling, passionate love making or……Nothing would be better than hearing “Goodnight love! Sleep well and have beautiful dreams, just like you, just like I’m living it.”
I want to believe in the fact that this is what I had been dreaming of all my fucked up life an now that I’ve got it I’ll do anything not to let go of this amazing life and my man! I’ll love him more than anything, be by his side ‘always and forever’ thorough any and everything, come what may! And thank the lord, the holy power for this, for whatever it is, eternity I guess and some call it ‘everything’, it’s good to have everything in one man, my ‘everything’.
You might find it weird but I’ll end this with a very legitimate word, legitimate for me at least.
