My birthday's in a week
I'm terrified at how serious the numbers are starting to look
I feel ashamed that I don't have anything to gift myself this year - it's become a ritual of sorts - I always get myself something as a reward for completing another year, for pushing through my struggles against all odds.
The year, it seems that the odds have remained stacked up until the very end. I'm not quite at rock bottom, but it's not far off. Close enough to be afraid of hitting it at any second, close enough to see how much I can rise... If I'm lucky.
What will it be?
My birthday's in a week - I hope it brings forth goodness.












