I still feel really bad about how I treated my kids even now and I know I can't go back so it's stupid to be upset but I still am. Even if I wanted to apologize none of them would even want to speak to me at all. I'm sure I've spoken about this before and it's a useless apology that will go nowhere that no one will see but I'm sorry Gallerian. I'm sorry Nemesis. I know I had to do some of the things I did to survive but I still didn't need to treat you like that... it's unforgivable. These apologies will mean nothing to you I'm sure, actions speak louder than words after all. It's pathetic for me to be like this after all this time isn't it. Even so, I'm still sorry. Even if you won't read this. Even though you won't forgive me. Not that I can blame you. I wish I could go back and fix things before I did them.
-MA, (#fictive, Evillious Chronicles)
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