I had been spending time on other parts of the internet (do not recommend) and it's so vile. I hate it. I hate that there's an anti intelligence movement going on. I hate that everyone is cruel for no reason at all. I hate that people are anti science. I hate that people refuse to believe facts.
MAGA is just such a curse on America but I'd say humanity as a whole. MAGA literally has supporters in other countries (which is INSANE). It really is a cult and it's RUINING so many things.
I hate that people are pro AI and refuse to listen to the GENUINE concerns. We aren't going to have access to clean water relatively soon because of the AI facilities that WILL be built. We won't have clean air (not that we really do in a lot of places anyway).
I hate that I feel like I'm never doing enough. I hate that I can't just exist. I hate that my anxiety is crippling for me. I hate that I have chronic pain. I hate that I know people want me dead. I hate that I know most people are ableist and would bully me or worse if they knew.
I'm disabled, poor, unable to get ANY assistance that I QUALIFY for because I was born in a red state. I need to make money SOMEHOW but I just don't know what to do. I've tried so many things. Applied to captioning jobs. I'm considering throwing away my morals and ethics just so I can make SOME money.
It's depressing existing in this world RN and I don't know how much longer I'll be able to fight.














