#mahouali

[nebulash]

Me: did you know dogs don't like hugs?

Ali: what the fuck do you mean dogs don't like Hux?!!!!!?

Me: SHUT THE FUCK UP HUX NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU.

[nebulash]

i've followed you and ali for a while (since the SNK ask blog) and tbh i've never understood how you can glorify fighting so much :/ it almost sounds like you're proud of fighting constantly? idk i'm sorry maybe i just don't understand it but i don't see the appeal of a relationship that involves fighting "all the time".. i guess if that's your thing, though, you do you

Think of it this way, in terms of shipping because you’re here on tumblr and I assume you can speak my language. 

People don’t really have one particular TYPE of ship (some do I guess, but most don’t).

They’ve got cinnamon bun ships that never do or say a thing out of place and it’s just sunshine and happiness for days. Where nothing can ever come between them and their contempt in each other just bleeds contempt into the rest of their lives hallelujah amen. 

Then you have your ships where both parties hate each other, destroy each other, and tear each other apart in a desperate attempt to feel something deeper. Ships where two enemies break each other down simultaneously into such small pieces, they have nothing left to do but to melt together in a pile on the floor. Broken but still somehow together. Not alone at least, if nothing else.  

In terms of the two aforementioned situations. Ali and I are somewhere in between.  

We’re one of those ships that come from two really different backgrounds, with two really different perspectives on life. The lesbian Cheerleader and the Band Geek trope IRL, that’s us. 

Ali is pink, and mint, and cream.  I am black, and brown, and red.  Ali is bright. I am dark. She literally fits into all the places I am missing, and I do the same for her. We’re one of those ships that is so deeply connected and passionate, it just makes sense for feelings as intense as those to result in a fight every now and again. It’s just the way it is. The way it works.

Nothing in life will ever be constant. So you find the most constant fucking thing you can, and you hold onto it for dear life. My constant is Ali. She is my goal, and I will reach her. Fighting with her does not shake a devotion like ours.  

I do not glorify fighting. It’s simply just a part of the way we are with each other.  Everyone is different, relationships are too. I wouldn’t trade mine for the world. 

[oldizabeau]

you best tell me your new url -narrows eyes-

oh shit! sorry for only seeing this now, I don’t go on this account anymore lol. It’s megidolmao. :) I already follow yah too. <3

[unraveled-k]

Actual bad con habit I have.

Shouting at people across the large hallway from me that I love them, and leaving before they properly realize it’s me. 

[nebulash]