#mahstuffs

[faelira--x]

I have anger.

I'm angry at you.

I'm angry that you didn't care.

I'm angry that you now care because someone else loves me.

I'm angry that I gave you five years of my life, love, and devotion, and it wasn't enough for you to show that you love me.

I'm angry that I feel guilt and shame that you're going to be hurt when I leave.

I'm angry that you're scrambling to bring me closer and to fix our marriage; but it's too late.

I'm angry that you couldn't love me until someone else loved me the way I deserve.

I'm happy because I am leaving.

I'm happy because I'm in love.

I'm happy because he is showing me what I have deserved for years.

[faelira--x]

I’m so tried and exhausted from no follow through. Keep disappointing me… it only breaks my heart even more.

I didn’t realize how much this would hurt.

[faelira--x]

I left him.

And my life is better for it.

[faelira--x]

And just like that… my anxiety is gone.

[faelira--x]

I love being disgustingly cute with you.

[faelira--x]

He calls me his “peanut butter fish”, and I can’t stop smiling.

[faelira--x]

how does someone even go about buying weed? like i literally just don’t know.

[faelira--x]

Anything is appreciated..

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