#makael vari

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Rainy Spring Day

Makael & Umbra

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Makael eir Vari

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Success...

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~Illuminate~ Makael eir Vari | Balmung

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Allow me to stare into your soul... And then rewrite it.

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Makael eir Vari | Balmung

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What are your favorite glamours for Makael? Male bunnies are super hard to pull off in clothes and he is such a handsome boy!

Oh god I knoooooow Q___Q  It is a struggle.  So I have Ninja and Red Mage for him due to the glams.  I try to go with glams that naturally flatten the chest a little and don’t define the bust as much, or a loose enough that it’s hard to tell regardless. I have him on the smallest setting. He’s also max height.

This top and it’s color variants is a nice one because it hides the chest completely and dyes nicely.

I find this one (From Hero’s gauntlet) works well too, though being an Ascian outfit it may be difficult rp-wise so I tend to use it for PvE glams.

I LOVE the alexander glams because all of them (For Ninja) work to hide the bust beautifully and they’re really nice outfits! I recommend looking at them if you want something similar.

The dreadwyrm outfits are nice too because of the chest armor, it sticks out, but looks flat due to the design and works well for him.

The cryptlurker top also works well for Ninja/Bard. Not sure how the other classes would look, but it seems to do the job pretty well!

Beyond that I use a mix of mods, neutral (Doesn’t define either gender) items and dark colors. (Black and dark red are good for hiding the bust at certain angles as it tricks the light) Thanks for the ask and I hope that helps!! I have definitely spent more time than I want to admit trying to find him good outfits. Q__Q

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                                                     ~ Recovery ~

“I am so sorry...

Never in my life had my actions held such a consequence. I felt untouchable, practically invincible at times. I feared little in life, certainly not death.  Even so, it had never occurred to me that my choices would ever effect you.  Not until our engagement was confirmed. I hated it at first.  I didn’t want to marry you, though not for a lack of caring. I simply did not wish to be wed at all, it was useless to me aside from the political benefits my family gained...  Regardless of whom my family chose, I would not have been pleased, but as I took time to consider things, it wasn’t so bad.  Some do not get the option to chose their partner, and though I was among those, at least the one chosen for me was my closest friend.  If anything, I could make it work...   I couldn’t promise to be the best husband, but you would not want for anything, and I would not be concerned if you sought the company of another in my absence.  Especially as I doubt I could give you a child.  It is very rare among my race, even less so when crossing with another, nor would I wish to taint your bloodline.  There would be times you would not see me for months as I worked an ocean away for our empire, and there would be times, even sitting next to you that I may not be emotionally there... But you already knew that.  You’ve known me most of my life. None of this would be a shock. You were my first real friend. My first everything.  We had a bond that I may never again share with anyone, and yet I was so against this marriage.  Deep down, I know why, but on the surface I simply stated it was a distaste for the idea in general, seeing little purpose in such an arrangement. In truth. I was afraid. For once in my life, my actions would effect another directly. It did not help that my path was not an easy one, it was fraught with danger and risks, things I had accepted.  The life of a Frumentarius is generally short unless one managed to excel at it. I had somehow succeeded in the field where many of my friends had not.  In total, I had buried more of them the last few years than expected.  Though, it had never bothered me for long. They knew what the risks were, and all of us we’re prepared to meet our end in order to protect our home.  I didn’t prepare to lose you however... Despite my care and calculations, my protests to this engagement, it was decided and you were destined to be bound to me. But along with that, you were vulnerable to the consequences of my actions.  Even though the choice I made was prior to this decision, it was the catalyst that led to your death.  

I will never forgive myself for it.

Nothing could have cut so deep as being the cause of your death. You were innocent. You had no place in this conflict and yet they took your life in an act of revenge against me.  I would have much preferred they targeted my life, but the goal had been to hurt me, and they succeeded greatly in doing so. I hope you will forgive me some day, as it seems I am not yet to join you in the abyss.  Despite my battles, my injuries, I still cling to this realm, my soul refusing to flicker out of existence.  At one point I had wanted to let go, my injuries severe enough to take my life, but another had stopped me, healed my wounds, and forbade me from giving in. I suppose you would not forgive me for giving up either...  You never would let me quit anything until I at least gave it my all.  By the Emperor you were stubborn. There was no arguing with you once your mind was set. I miss that. I miss you. I’m sorry Sabine. I pray that one day you can forgive me.”