Make it with you.
I don't know to whom this letter is for. It could be for a special someone who is with me right now, some friends I'm close with, some friends I'm apart but I'm rooting for, or just anyone surviving in this crazy world we live in. It could be for myself when I'm feeling down and all.
I just wanted to say that I wanted to make with you. Even if sometimes, I get distant and distracted with a bunch of things. I have my flaws, scars, fears and all of that. Ofcourse you have yours too, but it's ok. We're humans and I know that we're working on it. These flaws doesn't define our whole being.
Sometimes we do terrible things that we regret. Some other times people does something terrible to us and cause some fucked up traumas we needed to heal from. Some parts of our lives are terrifying, I know. But I hope that you won't quit until we survived all of it. These sleepless nights, overthinking head, fucked up decisions, fear of tomorrow, wrong moves from impulsive actions. I know that we can always get back on track or rather have a back up plan that can change something for a better result.
I really do believe there's that beautiful side of the world or life that we just need to find or appreciate. People work really hard for it, some travel finding it, some finds it in someone, others create it themselves. I hope someday you can find, create or have your own sense of it.
Because you're beautiful and you have to freaking appreciate that. You know, there's always that spark in people that'll make me stare for awhile. It's weird but mesmerizing. I hope you see that through yourself and to other people.
I really do want to make it with you. I hope we both reach our dreams and goals in life. I hope we both can find or make our own happiness. I believe that we can heal from the things we never speak of or scars we always deny. I want both of us smiling saying we did things right and it feels better now. I wanted to grow with you, together or apart. I know we could do that. We just have survive some of its bad days.
