#mal is thinking

[dudettemal]

Voltron thing I’m most looking forward to: Keith’s wolf.

And team bonding. But I really want his wolf to grace us with their presence. 

[dudettemal]

I dunno if you already saw it, but! For all Spanish-speaking readers: Some of my stories were translated by Kirinenko on FF.net a while ago!

Namely:

Of weird Messages and Envelopes , Of Haunted Houses and Sweets and Of Forgotten Things and White Roses .

♥♥♥♥  This also means I’m totally back into a Yoreki mode! So if you have any writing requests, don’t hesitate to send them via ask box or instant message! ♥♥♥♥

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I don’t think I ever posted progress pictures, but I did cosplay @chocobaes fateswap!Luna. Since the pictures didn’t turn out too nice (I really gotta take different ones sometimes!), but I still wanted to share them, I put some under the cut.

And some WIP pictures. ;)

[dudettemal]

I was looking at the Con for Voltron and found pictures for my absolutely favourite AU: Keith being raised by the Blade of Marmora. It's just kinda sad that I forgot to take a card from the artist because there was some really pretty prints/cards. I think I'll look for it again tomorrow.

[theyungihven]

I just watched pride and prejudice and damn Mr. Darcy, I know now why we suck at expressing our emotions, because we feel them so strongly it mobilises our entire being to the extent of not being able to fathom anything.

[dudettemal]

You know the random anxiety you get when you feel like you did something wrong? That's me right now. I'm way too tired too, so it's nice mental health keeps me from sleeping tonight. :/ Seriously, this just... isn't cool when I get so hype on one thing at uni and the next day feel like an imposter that doesn't deserve to be there.

[dudettemal]

I was writing a letter in English earlier and somehow my thoughts wandered. I remembered the first time I was writing a letter in English outside of school and I almost despaired over it. The grammar was weird, nothing sounded right and I didn’t know the words. But I’ve come so far, sure, I still make mistakes and fuck up, but generally, I can express myself. 

This gives me so much hope for the languages I’m currently despairing about, that I will write this in every language binder and the next time I make a stupid mistake, I’ll remember that persistence is key. (And maybe for once don’t think, I’m too stupid or that I’ll never figure it out.)

[dudettemal]

By the end of the semester, I’ll be on at least an A1 level in seven languages. And hell, you’d think I’d be good at learning languages by now. But I still don’t like learning vocab, even though I know how important it is and I know I’m a quick learner when it’s about memorizing words. 

I keep cramming like 1′000 words in my brain the day before the exam and usually, it’s enough to pass well. But it always makes me so stressed until I know the grades that I’m starting to feel frustrated with the language - which is so stupid.

This has been my past midnight rant & I hope you all have a nice evening/night/morning!