#malikishtarkin

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fuck the us dub. fuck children's card games. fuck localization. fuck everything. my life was hell, my family went through hell and we all suffered. but sure, let's make light of everything because we want to target a younger audience with the source material. just let me live - a very pissed off MaLik Ishtar

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I'M LATE BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BROTHER MALIK!! ❤️ -Ishizu Ishtar (Yu-Gi-Oh)

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i didn't want to come back and send something in again because all i do in regards to this blog is lurk, i don't even like things, but here i am. posting about damn near the same thing i did the first time. this time it's more simple though.

i think i just miss having siblings who understood me, or ones who loved me unconditionally. i'm not going to get into all the stuff with my older siblings now, but ultimately we just aren't close and don't agree on a lot of fundamental things and they're both just hard to talk to, let alone connect with. us all being adults now does not help because we still have this weird rift between us that we just don't have time to try to alleviate. and they're weird about me being trans but whatever. anyway. thinking about my bad relationship with my siblings now makes me think fondly about siblings i used to have.

if rishid and isis are out there -- i really, really took you both for granted until the end there. i love you both so much, even now, and you bring me so much solace and comfort; you'll never really know how much you mean to me. as i've gotten older, i've interacted with the kin community significantly less, but i want to see both of you again so, so badly. even if just for a second so i can know you're out there.

and i also just want to offer the typical apology. i had done horrendous, despicable things, and you both took me right back in with no hesitation. i will never understand why you believed in me so much. but it certainly helped me turn back to the 'good side'. i couldn't have done it without you two.

- malik ishtar from yugioh, again

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sending this very early - please post april 5th. thank you.

happy birthday, isis. i miss you (and rishid) a whole lot and i hope you know how much i love you, and what an amazing sister you were. i know i can't undo what i've done and i'm not going to try to, but i will say you deserve the world, for not giving up on me. for insisting that i still had good in me. you believed in me when literally almost nobody else did. you and your faith in me were a big part of why i ended up turning "good", again.

my memories of our childhood together are some of the most cherished i have. i'd love to go running through a market with you again. for any who happen to see this, i am giving you the biggest hug, if that's in your comfort zone. and if not, i just hope you know how much i appreciate you.

- multiple yugioh characters, but for the purpose of this post, malik ishtar.

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I still don’t quite know how to apologize for everything that happened. I know I ruined a lot and.. ugh. This is hard. But I’m really sorry. Sincerely, Malik Ishtar