#maliramble

[xladymalice]

Follower Appriciation

Thanks for sticking with me in good, bad and really depressive days. In days when I'm a whiny bitch and in days where I am the queen of everything.

Thank you for letting me know that you care and

thank you for reminding me why I am still here, doing my thing and having fun.

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You maybe didn't realize but every tiny thing you actively did for me, writing a comment, reblog with tags or even chat with me... it all helps me and brightens up my day.

So I still want to try to make you all smile, when you look at my content, even if you came for something else.

I treasure you cookies and followers.

That's why I show that I care as well and post all these random thoughts, even if they are depressive at times.

I try to be close to you, an equal.

And I am thankful for everyone who treats me like that too.

Thank you.

[xladymalice]

Oh yeah

In case you missed it.

I sometimes do drawing-memes and prompts on my sfw blog atm.

So if you want to see a character from any anime (I hopefully know, else I worry about drawing them right) you can come up and ask me, if I could do it.

I won’t make any promises, but I usually always try to scetch sth!

Things I can draw for sure:

One Piece Nanatsu no Taizai Haikyuu! MHA (OH WOW YOU COULDN’T KNOW) Black Butler Hellsing Naruto Shippuden (not too fond of that...) Fate Stay Night - Unlimited Bladeworks Soul Eater Toradora Kaichou-wa-Maid-sama (<3) Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle Bleach (Grimmjow ftw) Katekyou Hitman Reborn! Death Note Devil May Cry

and a shit ton of other stuff :’)

Edit: South Park is also fine btw. xD

[xladymalice]

Deep, complex love stories vs Smut

For me, reading or watching a relationship grow, especially romantic ones, is absolutely my shit. This works hand in hand with friendship and platonic love? Since I have my soulmate that I love too but not like a lover?

I prefer seeing the troubles, struggles, the tiny little happy moments and moments of "ooohh! So that's what I've been feeling.... fuck..." or even refusal to accept the love.

I've been missing that much lately despite me finding a good grasp of very good fics based on that. (Slow burn stories are rare too somehow)

Smut and erotic stuff are nice and I need them for feeling complete with a couple xD it's just my pervy self and the liking of the thought of that Intimacy and new feelings... but like.

It isn't half as good without the precious love story. I always prefer complex, slow burn storiws over smut.

I wonder if this is one of the reasons people have a hard time following my stories. There doesn't happen much R18 before something developed.

Ahh, I just want some more good stories focused on troubled feelings... where it's not as easy to get to your special one.

Maybe I shouldnt think about stories and my own projects right after waking up.

Fml

[xladymalice]

I still do not understand the marvelous and sinister power that artists have, I mean .... HOW DO YOU CREATE AN AWESOME GENUINE JUST ADVENTLY WITH HAPPENING WITH UNIFORMED PEOPLE ?! The same happened to underlust !! The creator thought it would be funny if it put all like whores less to mettaton and I think a soulful au with a great story and that is great, like you did the same with wolfy ?! Create a universe with characters so fantastic just for joking with uniforms and weapons! * Is inclined t

I am still grinning over this lovely statement here. When I read it the first time, I startled some people with laughing out loud and having fun xD hahaha, it can’t be magic, y’know!

You see, I’ve been creating stories since I was about 10. It all started with... let me think about it... I think Sonic fanfictions with my own Ocs in my own version of that world. After some while I started exchanging ideas with my best friend who also wrote stories, but original ones. So seeing her stories made me all hyped for my own ones so I began to work on my biggest own story that is “Kyria”. This original story is present and still under construction. It’s not finished and I still have ways to go to make it perfekt for a manga version of it :)

Creating stories is my passion. It doesnt matter what style I use to write it down. I am a writer and an artists, I simply enjoy drawing what’s in my head much more than describing it (ignoring the fact I suck at grammar here and there.)

It’s totally my biggest passion to create huge stories out of a tiny spark of an idea. Watching movies, reading books or just talking randomly about things can motivate me so much that I start to put more thought into it... and voila, there you have a new story with new twists: Prison Island.

So I guess I’ll see this as a compliment? xD Thank you! I am happy you’re so hyped about that shit as much as I am. I confess I didn’t look into Underlust so far. I fear I will concentrate on too many Au’s if I do... and I have too many ideas already... and too many worlds to mess with. Prison Island is loosened up from my original story about the Swapfell Bro’s, so I can try things I usually dont do >D

And dude... UNIFORMS.... THAT IS A BIG BONER.... especially with my beloved skellies *droolz*

Ahh.... ;///; can’t believe that my stuff is liked so much... I didn’t even think people would get this hyped about my random ideas... Prison Island seems to be fucking interesting to everyone.. xD (I bet it’s just the sex there... yeah... smex and skellies in uniforms)

Heh... as I said... I LOVE creating stories... the best part is creating characters with deep and complex inner lives, so you can actually relate to them. Isn’t it so much more interesting to figure out why a character acts weird at times? Why he suddenly helps or decides to show the cold shoulder?I love stuff like that. Especially difficult relationships with all its problems.

Life isn’t easy after all.

yeah... damn son.... *stares moonily at the uniforms* this will be the end of me...

[xladymalice]

Uhhuhhmm

Annoying Mali in here again.

I've been just wondering lately... do you still like my art?

I mean, the way I draw human characters? I know I've been always falling out of the frame compared to others since I simply do not have this mainstream style and such... I don't really want to have it either. But I often feel like... it would be better, if I had some standart cutie style or sth so more people would like it?

I know from you guys -who followed my growth since my very early UT days -that you love exactly that: it's different, somewhat dark and very easy to distingiush. Which made me happy, I've always desired to be easily to recognize from the mass. Yet I keep worrying...

Do you like how I draw bodies? Or is it plain creepy??

I am proud of how I improved on anatomy. Currently I'm trying to make poses look more natural and less stiff (which happens through me trying to keep correct anatomy). I wont change much on faces amd expression because it's how I've always drawn faces. You saw my old crappy art. It just stayed with me through all these years.

I, myself, feel very happy about how I developed. I really like where things are going from this point on.

However, I wonder if you see it the same way?

I will probably keep updating you on random doodles and arts that I do when i get inspiration from my close friends and sometimes smoll skype/discord roleplays. You didn't came for those- I know.

But I know some of you do not care about the content but art. So I will stick to that and try to brighten up the days of the people who have fun going through both of my blogs and possibly smile at my random stuff.

Can't stop worrying about opinions still...

Did you like my drawings that I've reblogged from my other blog? Are they nice to look at? I don't talk about the content, but in general, kay?

Oh well... just me rambling.

I wish you all a beautiful day/night!

-~Mali

Ps: I might change the name of this blog soon.