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Clueless (L.H.)

summary: you’re a very badass girl who lives a reckless kind of life and who gets unexpectedly attached to a very awkward luke hemmings in the tremendous task of teaching him how to live the real life in exchange of a little more softness in yours. (((it’s recommended to imagine a pre-beard luke bc he looks too manly w the beard to fit w this story)))

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You took a long drag of your cigarette, your cheeks hollowing and your plump lips tightening around it. You could almost feel his eyes burning into your flesh, as if your skin was the sun and his eyes were lost flowers after a raining storm. You let your hand fall on your lap, rolling the cigarette between your inked fingers. Letting your head fall back onto the headboard and exhaling a thick cloud of smoke, the grey whirls swirling past your lips.

‘What’, you spat out, a little too aggressively for the situation.

‘Nothin’, he hummed while his eyes flickered away from your face.

You sighed deeply.

Guilt was growing inside of you, and if there was one thing you hated, it was feeling guilty. This, and shame.

But fortunately you weren’t the kind of person to feel any of those very often, relying on your inexhaustible confidence that made you who you were, feared yet admired by others. This was neither a good or a bad life and you’d grown to it, accepting this reputation as a part of who you were. And everyone had stuck to it, everyone except the blue-eyed catalyst who had stormed into your life, turning your whole world upside down with his nauseating innocence, as genuine as it was.

And for the first time in your short existence, your snarky remarks and sarcastic comments didn’t help you out of that situation, destabilizing you like nothing or no one else ever did.

‘It’s okay. You can keep gazing at me if you want, pretty boy’, you jeered with a teasing smile which grew wider at the sight of the slight blush creeping up on his cheeks.

The blonde buried his face in the covers, muttering nonsense as you laughed goodheartedly.

God, was he loathsomely cute.

Silence fell in between your bare bodies and hung for a while, your eyes wandering from the crumpled clothes scattered across the room to the window, the warm morning light passing through the blinds and creating linear shadows over the white comforter.

‘Can you teach me?’

The question was as sheepish as the voice itself, muffled by the pillows.

‘Teach you what?’, you sighed, shifting as to face the tall boy spread on your bed.

‘How to be like you – you raised an eyebrow – I-I mean. how to be cooler’, Luke sputtered.

The shadow of a smirk was already creeping on your lips and he added quickly: ‘Look I’m tired of being the innocent one here, okay? Like. –he shuts his eyes– I’m tired of being the one who never knows what the fuck is going on and who always gets teased about it.’

You raised your eyebrow again, partly because Luke rarely swore and partly because of the strangeness of his request.

‘Of being the clueless one.’, you completed matter-of-factly.

‘Yeah, that.’

You sat back on the headboard, an amused look on your tired face.

Was Luke asking you to make him less awkward? Amazing.

‘Well, that might be interesting.’

‘Is that a yes?’ he blurted out, his eyes filled with a childish hope that made you want to puke. And to kiss him.

‘What’s in it for me?’, you asked, taking another drag from your forgotten cigarette.

Luke’s blue eyes were fixed on your hand bringing the cigarette to your lips and he chimed in pensively ‘You know that’s bad’.

A low chuckle bubbled up your throat as you snickered:

‘Oh darling, so am I’.

You knew from the flustered look on his face that you had impressed him and you scoffed, tearing your eyes from his. ‘Come on’, you breathed.

How did this guy even end up in your bed? Luke was definitively not the kind of person you were used to wake up to.

It had become almost like an habit for you, going out and clubbing all night to get wasted and eventually, laid. It didn’t really matter who you’d bring home, you weren’t very picky when it came to that, but after a while the individuals inevitably assembled into a more or less distinct category: reasonably attractive males who’d whisper dirty things into your ear during the night but who would be gone like a mirage as soon as the sun lurked from the closed blinds of your window, leaving behind them nothing but a lingering scent of cologne and a throbbing headache in your head along with an occasional forgotten underwear or sock.

And you’d be thoroughly okay with that.

It was part of an unspoken agreement and you’d always get what you want – a good fuck without the heavy burden of feelings.

Oh, you didn’t do feelings, that was for sure.

For you, love was nothing but an insatiable longing, bound to disappear as suddenly as it appeared, leaving an unbearable emptiness behind. You knew it because you already experienced it, and it was enough love for a lifetime.

You now played a game whose rules were short and clear, and where love was nothing but another sweet word to murmur against the other’s trembling skin.

Although that was what you told yourself over and over in your mind, you couldn’t explain why Luke got in your bed, more importantly, why he was still in your bed.

You’d known the younger boy for months now but he had never been more than a friend of friends who’d awkwardly hang out with you because social rules commended it, as boring the small-talk he gave you was.

The truth is, you didn’t want to be closer to him. There was something about him that made you feel weird and you didn’t like to feel things you couldn’t understand.

Why your breath hitched every time he got too close to you, even if he’d stumble on his own feet afterwards while mumbling a flustered apologize, for example.

Or why you made sure not to stare into his eyes too long because you knew you’d get lost in them, and it was rude to stare.

But Luke was such a dork.

A dork who became too confident when he had alcohol running in his veins and who had managed to seduce you with his sloppy kisses on your hot skin and his wandering hands longingly roaming your body.

Once in your bedroom, his drunk assurance had disappeared, leaving him a whimpering mess under you, begging for you to go faster and moaning obscenely loud when you did.

It was such a different experience for you that you actually looked forward to the next party as it went on exactly like the previous one.

And so on, parties after parties, until this very morning when Luke didn’t clear out of your flat with a gawky farewell as soon as he woke up, like he usually did.

‘Y/n.’

You startled. ‘Huh?’

‘What do you want?’

His voice was firm, almost urging, yet you had no clue what he was talking about. You stared at him with a puzzled look. ‘What do you mean?’

He sighed and you felt a little embarrassed.

‘You teach me how to be a badass and I give you something in return. Right?’

A sly smile stretched the corner of your lips at his choice of words and you nodded, remembering what the hell you guys were talking about before you got lost in your thoughts.

‘Right. Pay for my rent.’

It was his turn to be puzzled now, clearly not expecting this answer. You loved to be unpredictable.

‘Al-alright-’

‘I’m kidding, you dork. I’m not asking you to pay my rent in exchange of making you an average member of society.’ you snickered.

He rolled his eyes, blushing as he said: ‘Then what do you want?’

You quietly gazed down at him, naked and beaming under the warm light, his dishevelled sex hair gloriously sticking in the air like a work of modern art and his milk white neck adorned in purple marks.

He was a complete mess, in the best of ways.

And so you leaned in swiftly and captured his pink lips in yours, causing him to gasp.

You kissed him with all the softness you could muster, savouring the tenderness emanating from him before pulling away, your face inches from him as he gulped down.

‘I want this.’

a/n: alright so there’s definitively more parts of this coming, idk when idk how but get ready. and if it sucks then nvm. also i love feedback.

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