#mandros

[thranduilofsmirkwood]

[mysterious-virtue]

“you look too deep” he told me

This …

it pulls you under

drown in the knowing

it’s not beautiful

it’s cruel

[mysterious-virtue]

to see you, like this withered and hollow a shadow of the Man

no words can describe what we were, what we had become we made a reality few would understand

i beckoned the Savage He came, He destroyed i was his light he was my beautiful dark my god, how we danced

to see you, like this through hazy confusion, i claw to become who we are who we will never be goddamn our reality

you have left me... why are you leaving me

forever stained

[mysterious-virtue]

“And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul, you stop in shock at the words you utter— they are so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long.” - Sylvia Plath   

[mysterious-virtue]

This cold November rain.

[mysterious-virtue]

Every girl should have her very own dolly.

[mysterious-virtue]

I’m no innocent. I like porn. I like adult images. I’m attracted to Dominant men... but i’m devoted to this Man. He’s my Daddy, my Love, and the most sadistic of men. Trust me when i say, i’m loyal to Him.

[mysterious-virtue]

i miss being gaslighted. i miss the manipulation. the mind fucks.

i miss who we were. 

i miss the humiliation, choking, and being edged until i thought i would die.

i miss His cum on my face, smearing my eye and slowly running down my cheek as He told me how disgusting i am for lapping.

i miss my submission, for now it is i that takes charge and assures everything will be alright. i never thought we would end up in this place.

i miss being His princess and filthy whore.

i miss Him.

i miss me.