“you look too deep” he told me
This …
it pulls you under
drown in the knowing
it’s not beautiful
it’s cruel
seen from Canada

seen from Germany
seen from Malaysia

seen from Malaysia
seen from Germany

seen from United Kingdom
seen from China
seen from China
seen from China

seen from Malaysia

seen from Türkiye
seen from Australia
seen from China
seen from Malaysia

seen from Malaysia

seen from Malaysia
seen from Türkiye
seen from China

seen from United States
seen from China
“you look too deep” he told me
This …
it pulls you under
drown in the knowing
it’s not beautiful
it’s cruel
This cold November rain.
Every girl should have her very own dolly.
“And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul, you stop in shock at the words you utter— they are so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long.” - Sylvia Plath
I’m no innocent. I like porn. I like adult images. I’m attracted to Dominant men... but i’m devoted to this Man. He’s my Daddy, my Love, and the most sadistic of men. Trust me when i say, i’m loyal to Him.
to see you, like this withered and hollow a shadow of the Man
no words can describe what we were, what we had become we made a reality few would understand
i beckoned the Savage He came, He destroyed i was his light he was my beautiful dark my god, how we danced
to see you, like this through hazy confusion, i claw to become who we are who we will never be goddamn our reality
you have left me... why are you leaving me
forever stained
i miss being gaslighted. i miss the manipulation. the mind fucks.
i miss who we were.
i miss the humiliation, choking, and being edged until i thought i would die.
i miss His cum on my face, smearing my eye and slowly running down my cheek as He told me how disgusting i am for lapping.
i miss my submission, for now it is i that takes charge and assures everything will be alright. i never thought we would end up in this place.
i miss being His princess and filthy whore.
i miss Him.
i miss me.