I have joined different online contest before to be one of the ambassador/beauty blogger, and then i always fail, like everytime!! I feel defeated but asked myself, one last time lyneth…. Since manila sundance bazaar is looking for a new ambassador, so just do it (also panic on the inside cause manila sundance bazaar is AMAZING BAZAAR EVER!!!)…
so i did it, sent my photos then wait, until i lost it....I was about to give up when i got this message that i made it to the finalist, mixed emotions to be honest, i am shaking from excitement and terrified because my face is gonna be in facebook!!! (Like omg, i can't) and who would ever like/share my picture? and the candidates are sooooo hot and famous, so i didnt expect to win at all, plus my confidence is not enough to share my own and ask people for it, so i did it. I.just.kept.quite. but later i saw hundreds of friends are sharing my post without even me asking, and that is the moment i feel loved, i was like “yas friends come thru!!!!!!” And in that moment, i was the happiest alien on earth, got me thinking that, that is the reason why i ever join every campaign ever, i always hide the fact that i join because i was afraid of being judged and losing and showing the people my face after a defeat, but the search for the next msb2017 made me confident enough, and made me love my self even more. I am beyond thankful to be part of the finalist it feels like a dream already, i am beyond blessed to have this opportunity and realize who i got on my back, the voting week was full of happy hearts in my world. Win or Lose, i am beyond grateful. It truly is a life-changing moment.