#mappingyourdreams

[fireintheimpala]

Aggghhh. Been browsing mappingyourdreams's #fanvids tag. This...looks like the best movie never made ever.

(apparently, better video quality can be found here.)

[hawkeyefrommash]

mappingyourdreams; I'm on mobile or I'd reply normally so here. 1. Yes to Dean's ring. Is it too much to ask for a little continuity on this show? Yes? Oh. 2. Yeah this show takes characters that could be good and kills it. But like meg was never really a 'good guy' tbh whereas we thought ruby was but like I just thought it was a good scene with her villain reveal. I like the whole ep tbh.

[revanchistsuperstar]

Reposting my fic as its own post, with the post that inspired it above.

"As much as I want to emphasize that I find this sick and heartbreaking and not in any way hot, I’m still writing this now because it’d be dramatic as shit just imagine this:

As the sulfurous smoke poured into Dean’s mouth and nose, every nerve and fiber of his being was screaming at him to fight, to expel her somehow, to stop this.

'No, no, no, no,' he screamed to himself in his mind, and not just because it hurt. This was beyond bad, this made bad seem like a calm stroll through the park. He was going to hurt people, people he loved, and it would all be his fault. And Abaddon was going to make him watch.

Feeling his body move without his permission was nothing short of horrific, and hearing his own voice say the word “Awesome” without his permission was even worse. But none of that was anything in comparison to the absolute dread that flooded Dean when Cas entered the room. No. No, no, this couldn’t happen like this. Dean prayed with all his might for Cas to recognize that the thing in control of his body wasn’t him, for him to still have just a spark of angel in him that allowed him to see that, and to run, but he knew that it wasn’t going to happen. He watched on in sick horror as Cas looked from Josie Sands’ lifeless body on the ground to what seemed to him to be Dean standing over it, holding an angel blade. Dean tried to scream, but no sound came out, and watching the slight smile that came over Castiel’s lips was nothing short of torture.

"Dean," Cas said breathlessly. "Dean, you did it. You killed her."

"Cas," Dean heard and felt Abaddon say with his voice. "Holy crap, I thought I was done for."

"But… but this is wonderful!" Cas said in elation, coming closer to Dean’s body, grabbing him by the shoulder. "With Abaddon gone, Hell has no leader, they’ll be scattered, like a snake without a-"

Abaddon cut Castiel off, grabbing him and kissing him roughly, and Dean didn’t know what was worse, the fact that it was happening at all, or the fact that Castiel obviously wanted it, if the way he went soft and pliant beneath Dean’s lips and the small, satisfied noises he was making were any indication. Dean was screaming inside of himself, to the point that if he were actually using his voice, he’d probably make his throat bleed. He felt his heart being shattered into a million pieces for Castiel, knowing that this could only end very, very badly. He’d never known, never seen any indication from his friend that this was the way he felt, and yet Abaddon had picked up on it immediately, and was using it to torture them both. However, Cas must have realized that something was off, perhaps he tasted sulfur on Dean’s lips, Dean didn’t know. All he knew was that suddenly Cas went rigid, pulling away as if he had been burned, and grabbing at Dean’s shirt to expose the bleeding slash that had been made through his anti-possession tattoo.

"No," Cas said in dismay. "I can’t believe it."

"Believe it, lover boy," Dean heard his voice say, and from the terror filled look Cas gave him, Dean could only infer his eyes had just gone completely black.

"Get out of him," Castiel growled, voice filled with emotion. It was almost like a cliché. Dean felt himself laugh, and it was the most hideous, sickening sound he was sure he had ever heard.

"Or you’ll do what?" he heard Abaddon say. "You’re not an angel anymore, kid. You’re just a normal, weak and breakable human."

Abaddon used Dean’s hand to grab Castiel by the throat and lift him from the ground, and inside of himself, Dean cried out in anguish. Castiel was choking, gurgling, fighting against Dean’s now super-human grip and failing. He was going to die, and Dean was going to have to watch. Suddenly, Dean felt hot rage flowing through him like lava as he let loose a monstrous shriek. What he wasn’t expecting was to be able to hear the shriek. Realizing what had happened, he immediately let loose of Castiel’s throat, pushing him as far away as he could.

"Go, Cas! Get out of here! Please, save yourself! GO!”

"Dean?" Castiel asked, his eyes shining with tears.

"Cas, I can’t fight her much longer! You have to get out of here! Sam, get Sam! Sam has an angel inside of him Cas, he’s the only one who can save me now!"

"What?" Cas said, still crying, and oh so confused.

"Ezekiel! It’s Ezekiel. Look, I don’t have time. She’s strong Cas, and she’s pissed that I’m in control. Please. GO, I don’t want to hurt you! I don’t want to have to see that!"

"I love you," Castiel said weakly, tears now streaming down his face, and Dean felt his heart break.

"I know," he said, choked. "Please, Cas. Please. Run! Run, NOW, GO!"

Dean was struggling now with all of his might to keep in control. He fell to his knees, screaming himself hoarse, just trying to keep a grip, using all of his strength to keep Abaddon at bay, at least until Castiel had gotten away. When he finally heard the squealing rubber of the Impala outside of the building, Dean finally let go, letting the demon have control once again. She screeched with his voice, filled with rage that Cas had been able to get away.

"You’re going to pay for that, Winchester," she said to the empty room, but Dean knew she was talking to him. "Don’t think you’ve saved him. He’s going to suffer all the more for that, just you wait and see. And now, so are you."

Burning hot pain flooded through Dean then, and had he been in control of things, he was sure he would have passed out. But it didn’t matter. Cas was safe, for now, and with any luck, Ezekiel would be able to expel this bitch from his body before she killed him. Even if she didn’t, Cas was still alive. Cas, who apparently loved him. Cas. It was all okay as long as him and Sammy were safe. Knowing that, Dean let the pain wash over him as he slipped out of thought and time.

[winchesthearts]

hello since mappingyourdreams tagged me i am doing it here but i am too lazy to write other questions ✿◕‿◕✿

1. if you were stranded on a desert island, what one video game would you want with you?

if i'm on a desert island would there even be power or a console omg i. prrrrrrrobably mass effect 3. bc kaidan n shepard.

2. one music album you can’t live without?

two door cinema club tourist history. uwu every song on it is fabulouuuusss

3. which pairing was your first otp?

squall/rinoa final fantasy viii god bless

4. one character or pairing that you really really love in the depths of your soul but don’t post much about them because there isn’t much of a fanbase for the show/game/movie/book they’re part of?

wow tough one uhm. prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrobably griffin/david from jumper. they're the best but ubu the jumper fandom doesn't exist

5. another fandom you’re not part of but are curious about?

teen wolf tbh

6. one weird/unusual/funny fact about yourself?

i have the worst reputation for swearing in every sentence when i talk. my favourite phrase is fuck shit cock piss excuse my language

7. what’s your favorite season and why?

of what? aha. uh. summer bc the sun makes my freckles come out ✿◕‿◕✿

8. your proudest accomplishment?

getting out of bed this is 100% serious

9. number one celebrity crush?

ugio;l'ald.gihbpig; m-mark vanderloo (+will arnett i love them both ✿◕‿◕✿)

10. one crossover you’re dying to see?

i don't like crossovers bye

11. if you could have any character’s catch phrase, which one would it be?

i actually steal a lot of catchphrases from gob from arrested development like COME ON!!! and michael

but if I HAD TO PICK ANOTHER it would be i should go

[rochellena]

One of the question/answer meme type things

The rules: Rule 1: Always post the rules. Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones. Rule 3: Tag 11 new people and link them to the post. Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them.

1. What’s your OTP? Oh, this question alway elicits so many feelings for me. Since I can't ever just pick one of anything really, so I shall I narrow it down to five. Dan/Blair (Gossip Girl...fml), Anne/Gilbert (Anne of Green Gables), Duke/Audrey (Haven...Duke/Audrey/Nathan are my ot3 for life) B'elanna/Paris (Star Trek Voyager), and currently Rae/Finn from My Mad Fat Diary and Joan/Sherlock from Elementary are doing a lot for me.  2. Favorite show? This changes on a monthly basis, but I'd say as of right now Breaking Bad, Firefly, Doctor Who, and Haven are my faves. Fringe and Elementary are really high as well. This will probably be different next week. 3. If you could meet anybody in the entire world, who would it be? This is a really hard one. I would have loved to meet Sally Ride. I know she died fairly recently, but she was one of my role models as a child. Here was this person, going into space, being an awesome scientist, helping to contribute knowledge that could someday change the world, and she was a girl! She really gave me a lot of hope when I was younger that girls could be anyone, go anywhere, even space.  I'd also like to meet Stephen King and have a chat about the ending of the Stand... I don't care if it's 30 years old, I still don't like it. 4. Do you want kids in the future? I have one and I am completely happy with him. No more in my future. 5. Do you genuinely hate anybody? My ex-step-grandmother. I hate her so much. I don't care if that's a pointless emotion that accomplishes nothing and I don't care that her abusive ass is not in my life anymore. She made me feel like a worthless piece of trash, unworthy of love or respect for the first 14 years of my life. I feel like just hating her until the day I day is the most generous thing I could possibly do. Sorry, thinking about her just gets the rage flowing. 6. If you had the chance to change something about yourself, would you do it and what would it be? Just one thing? Shallowly, I wish my boobs were smaller. They are stupid and I hate them...most of the time. On a more serious note, I wish I weren't the emotional mess that I am, and I wish I were smarter.  lol, this reads like a diary page from high school. 7. What’s your main goal in life? To raise my son to be a person who kind and generous, treats those around with dignity and respect even when society wants him to kick some down and put others on a pedestal, and has the self-confidence and self-respect to find what makes him happy and go for it. 8. Are you more of a cat person or a dog person? I do love dogs so much, but I've never had any as pets, so I guess I would say cat person. I really love both a lot though! 9. What’s your favorite band?

The Killers and the Backstreet Boys. <insert smug face here> 10. Do you drink coffee? Yes and lots of it. 11. What do you fear most? Something terrible happening to my son or husband, dying alone, unloved, and forgotten....and the zombie apocalypse starting on a night when I'm drunk off my ass and can barely stand, let alone run from the oncoming hordes of undead. Alrighty...my questions now: 1. Favorite non-romantic pairing? 2. If you could cast one actor from the past into a modern tv show, who would it be and what show? 3. Would you prefer to be angelically good, dashingly clever, or divinely beautiful? 4. Last book you read? (And would you recommend it?) 5. Favorite Childhood Cartoon 6. If you could kill someone with absolutely no repercussions, would you? 7. What one fictional character would you invite out to dinner? 8. What's one book or video game that you would love to see turned into a movie or tv show? 9. What did you want to be when you grew up? 10. Where is the place you most want to visit (on Earth) before you die? 11. Would you sacrifice the life of one loved one to save the lives of a 1000 strangers?

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