'Turbulence'
Messing up, making mistakes, growing, changing, procrastinating, slipping away, feeling lost, facing the darkness without judgement, searching for the right path, and through it all constantly trying and failing often... being a creative is one hell of a journey.
I'm learning to trust myself, to focus more on the good than the bad and to re-program my blazing self doubt and inferiority complex. I know one thing however, I don't want to settle for anything less than a life extraordinary.
If you're a creative struggling. Take a moment to ask yourself, what is holding you back from being the best, badass version of yourself?
A friend asked me this recently and through tears I finally realised and understood the only one holding me back was myself. No one's life is perfect. Don't be one more person standing in the way of the best, awesome, incredible version of you. We have, and will, always be in control <3
☆ Photography by Bella Kotak
☆ Model is Maria Amanda
☆ Dress by Agnieszka Osipa Costumes
☆ Hair by Bella and Maria
☆ Retouching by Bella and Pratik Naik / Solstice Retouch
☆ Created in Sweden at The Creativity Masterclass I hosted with Pratik and House of Belluso
☆ Shot with a Phase One trichromatic 100MP camera and Schneider Kreuznach 80mm LS f/2.8 lens
Check out the high res here - https://www.bellakotak.com/Enchanted-Worlds
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