Random thoughts!
Turning off at night! What’s the struggle?
Laying in bed after a long day but still thinking about all that’s not inportant in life. Keeping yourself awake for no reason other than to debate what colour I should use to print a poster tomorrow or what shoes will be more comfortable. Daily struggles of when is a good time to turn the lights off and lay in nothing. Then the panic, the panic of nothing. This is a fear of mine, something that scares me to tears. Being alone=nothing!
This isn’t true, I already no I’m not alone. I’ve got my man but that doesn’t stop me craving the feeling of nothing. Confusing isn’t it😕 why do I want to feel nothing,numb,relaxed? Why do I use ways to create a feeling of numbness when all I do is lay in deep thought about crap!!??
