10/06/25 you flatlined and on 10/09/25 we “pulled the plug” haven’t been right since, holidays are depressing now. I’m so fucked Lexie, drink my self to bed to suppress the pain and sleep all night long and kill my liver or don’t drink and sleep only 3 hrs because I’m up all night crying. Shit I don’t tell ppl, because wtf are they gonna do to help me. 6 months in a couple of days. 😭














